Being Trapped In Emotions

My Dad's Friend Kevin Dooley

Dad- You Know Kevin He said he met you at this party? do you remember that Laura? Me- Oh Crap Yeah I remember okay put him on the phone. Kevin- Hey Laura I haven't seen you since the party ! Me- I know we never really got to know each other that well? Kevin- Tell me about it! Hey How bout we meet up somewhere and talk about stuff? Me- Umm I don't know I'm kind of busy? Kevin- Please I think we need to talk some more I can tell you where you can meet me? Me- Umm okay is my dad okay with it? Kevin- I'll ask? ( Talking ) Kevin- Yeah he said he's okay with it! You can meet me at My house I'll send you the adress and other stuff. Me- Okay sure I'll meet you there okay? Kevin- Okay that's great thanks. Me- Anytime. Dad- So what did you guys talk about? Me- Just about meeting each other again and that's it. Dad- Oh Okay well Make sure your safe? I'm not sure what's gonna happen? Don't let him force you into doing anything you don't want to? Okay? Me- I got you dad Look I have to go now? Dad- Okay Honey I love you So much. Me- Love you to bye. What a long talk that was anyways I have some bussiness to get back to. When I Walked out the door my mom and sister were waiting for me outside the bathroom door.  I looked at them like they scared me ( which they did) and then we went back to girl things. Next wwe went intp the Clothes store. My mom bought like a whole bunch of Thongs and or Lace bras ( the see through kind) No '' I said in my head no'' Me and Amber played around by saying ( You getting ready for dad tonight mom?) And she actually laughed and answered?  Mom-No Someone else of couarse? Me- What! Who? Mom- Oh no one! I'm not allowed to tell you okay. Me and my sister were so curious, I had got some new bras and undies too! But  I hope it doesn't impress my dad or something because I don't want to show off my body and stuff around him all the time I might have a boyfriend ( which I don't) But I plan on getting one but not for my bras and other crap. Amber- Got patterned bras and she was laughing at the ones that had kittens on them? She is always gonna be a kid I swear. I got another text from my dad saying that he and his work friends are gonna be at home if I was wondering where they were. I texted back okay then put my phone back in my pocket.Next we went to the lotion store and bought a ton of stuff! I got one that says '' I'm In Love With pain'' Oh My Gosh talk about a good smell! I was so happy but  I still wonder who mom's seeing tonight? Maybe it's that cop? I don't know or even Kevin! Wow it's to many possibilities and I just don't know which one is true. It's now 4:30 already and I thought to myself? ( why does time fly by so fast) It's just weird that it was two and now it'd four No way. I hope that Kevin's not up to anything at all with me because I'm alreayd having a little bit of a bad life and  I can't afford to have anything else on my plate. But He's still cute Both him and my dad are Cute to me but I'm only eighteen and There Thirty and up? It doesn't make any sense to me that I fell in love with older men. But older men are more prone to do older things and be in charge so I guess I like that in them too. The last store we went in was a Tattoo Store? My mom said she wanted to get a tattoo of someone's name on her body and she told us we could get one too? My sister wanted a big puppy on her back, My mom wanted Blanks name above her boob? And I really didn't want one but I just got a tattoo of a flower on my lower back side. We all were pretty brave to get one but I ate that I have to put all this stuff on it and I have to try not to lean or touch on it at all or else it will mess up and or it will Give me pain I hope I don't try to have sex with anyone or something that goes for mom too. So we all are heading home now and once again my Dad texted me again talking about Kevin? I texted him what did he want to tell me? He said that Kevin couldn't wait to dee me and that he needed to talk to me badly. I told my dad to tell him thanks then put my phone away. Wow My dad Loves to Brag about htings a lot, like A Lot of things.  Mom- That was fun girls thanks so much for doing this with me! Me- Your so welcome  mom I know you needed it all of us girls needed it really.