Holding on to What is Left {Editing as of 03/24/15}

Chapter Six

After watching South Park and eating ice cream for like 3 hours, me and Jordan ended up falling asleep on each other.

My head on his shoulder, and his head on mine.

The next morning I'm covered with a blanket and have breakfast on a plate beside me. Also, there is a note sitting next to the plate.

I pick up the note, and read what it says.

"Sorry I couldn't be here when you woke up, but your breakfast is right here and your meds are in the kitchen! I'm in my room recording, and if you need anything just come in and say so. Had fun last night, we should do it again sometime! Anyway, enjoy your breakfast! ~Jordan "

I sit up and put my elbows on my knees and just look at the plate of eggs and bacon.

Can I seriously be falling for Jordan? A popular youtuber?

Every time I'm near him, I get nervous and shaky. Every time he holds my hand, I get all sweaty and awkward!

He is so freakin cute though! My parents would want me to be happy, so I'm going to be.

I eat my breakfast super quickly, and then I go in the kitchen to take my meds. Afterwards, I walk into the guest bedroom I'm staying in and get out my laptop. I type "Bayani" into the YouTube search bar.

I click his videos, and find his most recent episode. It's a "10 minute minecraft house tutorial". I click the video and watch it, and about halfway through Graser jumps into Bayani's team speak.

"Hey Bayanidood! What's up buddy? Wanna record later?"

"Uhh, Graser I'm in the middle of recording... And later I'm taking my neighbor out somewhere. Maybe tomorrow?"

Graser laughs loudly.

"So, are you replacing me now Bayanidood? With this girl? Is she cute?" Graser laughs again.

"No, I'm not replacing you buddy, and in fact she is cute. Gotta problem with it big guy? Hahahaha!"

"Okay, fine. But if you have the time, tweet me later about your 'date'!"

"Alright, whatever Graser! Say bye-bye!"

Before graser can say it, Jordan kicks him from the Team Speak.

I finish watching the video, and think about what I heard.

Jordan called me cute?! I wish my sister was here so I could tell her!

Just as I'm closing my laptop and stuffing it into my bag, Jordan walks in.

"Leaving already?"

I pick up my bag and start to walk towards him.

"Yeah, I need to get home. I also miss minecraft, so I gotta get home and play, hahaha! Wanna hang later?"

Jordan looks at me and smiles. He puts his hand through his brown, spikyish hair.

He is so freakin hot!

"Sure, and when you get home I'll text you when I'm on team speak so maybe we can play...?"

"Alright! And thanks again Jordan for everything. Taking care of me, letting me crash at your place, making me breakfast, the movies, and for caring for me. It really means a lot!"

He walks closer to me, so that we are less than 6 inches from each other.

My stomach is literally twisting and turning in my stomach right now... I just want to grab his waist and kiss hi-

"Anytime kitty. Whenever you need somebody, I'm always here for you. Don't ever forget that, okay?"

Jordan grabs my hands, and looks me right in the eye.