Holding on to What is Left {Editing as of 03/24/15}

One Last Time

It's been almost 3 weeks I've been in the hospital, and its only two weeks after Independence Day. Today is the day Jordan does his face reveal, talk about crazy!

My stomach cut is pretty much healed, except for the nasty scar that remains. The cast on my leg has been taken off, and what now replace it is an ugly brace. My arm still has a cast, but I'm pretty much used to it.

"Ready for me to post my face reveal?"

Jordan says, almost literally jumping up and down.

Am I ready? He is going to have so many fangirls all over him... But I shouldn't worry, right? He said I'm his one and only.

"Yeah!" I say excitedly. "Are you posting the video from Independence Day?"

"Yup. I want them all to not only see me, but see you too."

Too cute.

He leans over and grabs his laptop, and starts to upload the video. He then grabs his phone to do something.

A minute later, I get a notification from twitter saying, "@xBayani: Hey guys! My face reveal is uploading right now, so start channel camping! I also have a special guest w/ me;)"

I look over at Jordan and smile real big, and he winks awkwardly.

He grabs my hand, and his thumb does little circles on my palm.

"Let's order pizza while we wait!" He says.

"Mmm.... Yes! I want a cheeseburger pizza!"

He laughs, then gets up and walks out of the room to go get some from the cafeteria. Most people say that hospital food gets old, but I don't think so. I love it!

His laptop is beside me on the desk, right beside where my phone is charging. I reach over to grab my phone, but something stops me. I am literally frozen, I can't move.

I avert my eyes to the side of the room, and see the black mist staring at me.

Don't show fear... Don't show fear...

I can finally move, and I sit up in my bed and stare right in the eyes of the mist.

I actually kinda half smile.

"Careful, Kat."

What does he mean by that?

"What do you want from me?"

The mist comes closer to me and opens its ugly mouth.

"I want you. You to come home. Your mom and dad want you, so does Justice. She wants to be able to be with you. We all miss you..."

I lean forward a little more.

"What do you not get? I. Don't. Want. To. Leave. Earth. Just leave me and Jordan ALONE."

The Mist takes its nasty finger and points it straight into my face.

"What if I told you that your moms body will die in less than 10 minutes, and there is nothing you can do about it?"

Oh God... No.. He can't do that, can he?

"Why are you doing this to me?"

"We want you to come home Katie. We miss you..."

I pick up the phone beside me and throw it at the mist. It just goes through him, and the phone lands on the ground in front of the bed.

"You just made a big mistake Katie... A big one indeed..."

Then, it's gone.

I get out of my bed slowly, and reach down to grab my phone, carefully so I won't hurt myself.

I open up the dial pad, and type in the number for the mental hospital that holds my mom.

"Hello? Can I speak to Leonor Bowett please? I know she's been.. Mute for a while... But please I just need to talk o her."

The nurse sighs, then says "I'm sorry, but Leonor has just passed. We are getting her taken out of the Hospital right now. May I ask who you are?"

"Her daughter."

Then I drop the phone. I start tearing the IV's out of my arms, tearing the cast off my arm, taking off the brace on my leg. Tears streaming down my face, I slowly get up. I walk into the bathroom and lock the door behind me.

I open up the cabinet, and find a Razor used to shave your legs. I break it open, and take out the blade.

No Katie. No. Not yet.

I stop, put the blade back in the cabinet for later, then turn back around and open the bathroom door.

I see almost 7 doctors in my room, looking around for me. There is a loud beeping from the machine, and the IV is dripping on the floor.

"Katie, what do you think your doing? You can't just take everything off an be perfectly fine!" One of the doctors say.

"Come sit back down and let us re-wrap your arm."

I walk slowly over to the doctors and sit down.

They start to wrap my arm back up, and I start to wonder where Jordan is. It's been almost 30 minutes, it only takes about 5 to go down the hall and get pizza, unless he went to go get me some from Pizza Hut across the street.

I lay back down on my bed, and put my head against the pillow.

My mom is now dead. Dead. All because of my defiance towards the mist. It's my fault!

He can cause physical harm to others, and he can to even Jordan.

But I don't want him to get hurt, he has so much to live for.. Next, now that my mom is gone, the mist will use Jordan against me. He will hurt Jordan next.

I can't let him! I can't let him ruin Jordan!

Suddenly, and doctor runs down the hall frantically. Then another one follows.

I sit up, and see a lady doctor run into my room.

"Honey, your boyfriends just been in an accident. He is alive, but barely. We will take care of him the best we can, but you can't see him until he is stabilized. "

Then, I see the black mist behind her, smiling broadly.

"It will only get worse..." He whispers.

I can't let Jordan suffer anymore. When he is stabilized, I will go see him one last time.

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