The Kaulitz Half Sister

Chapter 11

Courtney's POV
I looked at Tom and I could tell he was curious but also nervous about what I wanted to talk to him about. I just didn't know how to approach the topic of Yu and I also didn't know how to approach the topic of what Bill had told me.
"Well what is it?" Tom said impatiently as ever.
"Still as impatient as always." I said with a chuckle.
"Well what is it?" Tom said once again.
"Tom why do you hate Yu? He's been good to both Peyton and me. He's done nothing to you. All he has tried to do is make your sister and your nephew happy." I said looking at Tom.
"I don't like him. I mean I know you left him and you had to raise Peyton on your own but I just have a bad feeling about you trusting him with Peyton. He's just another guy in a band. He'll hurt you eventually if he hasn't already." Tom said protectively.
"No he won't. You barely know him. Yuki is kind, thoughtful, funny and very good to both Peyton and I." I said with a slight smile.
"I'll apologize to him but that doesn't mean I like him! Also don't say I didn't tell you so when he hurts you!" Tom yelled in anger getting up from his seat.
He was about to head out the door but I grabbed him by the arm.
"Tom wait!" I said. I was anxious to know if what Bill said was true.
"What is it now?" Tom said with a sigh.
"Bill said that he shouldn't be the one to tell me but he thinks you regret not accepting me as your guys' sister when you both were younger. He thinks that there is a part of you that wants to be there for Peyton and watch out for him. You don't want to make the same mistakes by ignoring Peyton. He said you weren't a good brother to me growing up but you want to be a good Uncle to Peyton. Is that true?" I asked Tom curiously.
Tom turned around and looked at me with sadness in his eyes and seeing it was weird. I was so used to seeing anger and always fighting with him.
"Yes. Bill was right. He really does know me. I regret it Courtney. I regret not accepting you as my little sister when I was younger but I was just so angry. I was angry at you. I was angry at dad and mom for splitting up. I felt like it was your fault Bill and I's parents split up. I wish I would of handled it better but I didn't." Tom said in anger. I could see the tears starting to form in his eyes. It was a shock to me because I have never seen Tom cry, maybe Bill but not Tom.
"Tom" I said with sympathy in my voice.
"I know we fought a lot when we were younger but I was hoping, heck I am hoping that you will let me start over. I want to try and be the older brother you've always deserved. Yeah I know you had Bill but you should of had the two of us not the just the one. I want to be the big brother you deserve. I'm sorry!" Tom yelled and fell to the floor. I got down on my knees by him and hugged Tom. At first Tom didn't hug back from being in shock but eventually he wrapped his arms into the hug.
"I want you to be my big brother. I don't just want Bill. I want to be able to go to the both of you about something if it bothers me not just Bill. I want us to have a clean slate as brother and sister. Tom even though we fight I have never not loved you. You're my older brother and that's not going to change." I said and Tom just hugged me tighter.
"Now enough of this crying. Where is my tough older brother?" I asked with a giggle.
Tom wiped his eyes and then got up along with me. He then opened the door and headed into the same room as before where Bill, Yu and Peyton were.
"Yu, Tom has something he wants to say." I said nudging Tom.
Yu stood up and faced Tom who sighed.
"I'm sorry I was a douche earlier to you it's just your dating my younger sister again and I do not want you or anyone else hurting my younger sister or Peyton." Tom said
"I understand and I can assure you I'm not going to hurt them. I want things to be right between Courtney and I. I want to know Peyton." Yu said
"See that you don't hurt her or Peyton or there will be some ass whooping." Tom said
"Tom!" I said annoyed
"What its true! You're my younger sister! I have to be the over protective brother you know Bill won't fight your battles for you! Have you seen him!" Tom said and I laughed.
"Hey!" Bill said annoyed
"Love you Billy!" Tom said and Bill just pouted.
"I understand. Well I've got to go to sound check." Yu said getting up.
"Bye Peyton see ya at the show in a few hours!" Yu said
"No!" Peyton said grasping Yu's leg.
"Peyton!" I said trying to get him off Yu's leg.
"No. Daddy no go!" Peyton said with a pout.
"Peyton you'll see him in a few hours." I said trying to reason with my child.
"No mommy! Daddy stay!" Peyton pouted.
"Yu help me out here." I said begging for his help.
"Peyton, buddy, daddy has to go to practice with his band. I promise you'll see me soon." Yu said trying to reason with Peyton.
"I go with you!" Peyton said with goofy smile on his face.
"Peyton that's not up to me." Yu said looking at me.
"Peyton you have to stay with me." I said  sternly.
"I want to go with daddy!" Peyton said pouting.
I sighed as Peyton gave me a temper tantrum. I kneeled down and grabbed Peyton by the waist.
"No! No go! I want daddy!" Peyton said and started to kick and scream.
"Peyton! Listen your mother! She said no and that is final!" Tom said raising his voice at Peyton. Peyton looked at Tom and started to cry again.
"Yu, you should go. I'll see you later." I said and kissed him quickly and he left.
"Peyton I don't know what has gotten into you but that was very rude. I think it's time for a nap!" I said
"No nap!" Peyton yelled as I took him to the back. I put him in my bunk and tucked him in. I kissed his forehead and stroked his nose up and down until he fell asleep. Once he was asleep I turned the nightlight I got for him on and shut the door.
"Is he always like that?" Bill asked.
"No just when he's tired or sick." I said with a sigh.
"Well I need to get to sound check I'm already late. Tom would you mind watching Peyton? I actually need Bill to come with me." I said looking at both twins.
"Sure." Tom said
"When he wakes up just give him something to eat, change him, make sure he brushes his teeth and just style his hair and bring him over to backstage. Thanks." I said and kissed Tom's cheek. I took Bill's hand and we were off to sound check.