Thoughts • l.mh

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Before the two of them had got to his house, y/n had already established some things in her mind.

Sooo... he said he's been noticing me lately, so when he was dating Haeun, he had eyes for me?

I thought I was trash why is he tryna get with me.

He just broke up with Haeun? Why does he want someone else so fast?

Though none of the questions she could answer, Jaemin didn't seem to notice her confusion. He marched up to his front door and tried to open it.

After twisting the doorknob for a few seconds, he slumped down in defeat.

"Locked." He said. He then knocked on the door.

A large sob came from the other side. "Is that you Jaemin?" A voice, clearly Haeun's rang out.

Jaemin looked startled, and then squeaked out a tiny "yeah it's me." Before another large sob came out.

"Y-you left me!! I never want to leave you!" The outraged voice said. Jaemin looked tired, and said "please, come out of the house."

      A loud "no!" Rang out, startling 3 figures walking towards them. Y/n recognized Mark, with renjun and Jeno.

      Mark glanced at Jaemin "I thought you could use some help." And Jaemin gave him a grateful smile.

      After about an hour of coaxing, Haeun allowed them to enter the house but then escaped to the bathroom, where she refused to talk to anyone. Jaemin was in his bedroom, clearly exhausted, with his door closed. The former couple were the ones farthest away from each other now.

        Y/n could hear renjun and Jeno talking in low voiced, while Mark walked towards to her. "Hey." He said, as nonchalant as he could. "What did Jaemin want to talk about."

      Even after all that had happened, y/n couldn't help but smile as she remembered the encounter. "Oh! Jaemin just wanted to tell me..." her voice trailed off, her staring dreamily into space.

      Mark sighed next to her. It was obvious what had happened. "Y/n..." he said slowly. "Don't you think you should avoid this for a whole? I- I mean that he did just get out of a breakup, and you were a part of that..." he stopped talking when he saw y/n glared at him.

      "Mark, I've been wanting this for so long. Don't try and stop it from happening!" And y/n walked away before Mark could say anything again.

        Y/n stood in the middle of the room, uncertain of what she should do now.

      I mean, I don't want to talk to Mark, and renjun and Jeno seem like they're deep in a conversation rn. There's no way in hell that I'm talking to haeun... soooo

      Y/n felt her legs walking towards jaemin's bedroom, even before she registered what she was doing. Pushing open his door, she peeked inside and saw him sitting on the edge of the bed.
       He turned his head to look at her, and gave a strained smile. "Hey y/n.  Come sit here." Her heart skipped a beat as she nodded and went to sit next to him.

       They sat together, but this time y/n realized it wasn't a comfortable silence like she had with Mark but an awkward tension between them. She deemed it her heart beating too fast.

       "Hey, Jaemin, going back to what you said before, I-"

      Not another word left y/n mouth as Jaemin pulled her into a kiss.

A/N: HAHA what am I doing with my life