Jai is in for the journey of her life as her dream of working with troubled star, Chris Brown becomes
reality. ...will it break her or make her..is he the devil or simply a lost soul find out as she journeys to find Truth...
My heart pounded as I drove my car into his drive way; according to my watch it was just about 3'o clock in the morning, there was no camera crew; just me and my luggage and small camcorder. I had wanted him to feel comfortable and also thought that me being able to capture my thoughts would be a awesome touch soo early 2000's I know.
But hey ,I'm old school.
There was a light on; he was definitely up, I made my way to the door- ringing the doorbell. Shivering in my sandals, palms sweaty, head spinning; there was no way that I could explain my nervousness.
I glanced to my left only to feel an angelic presence;
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"Don't be afraid little one, I've been here all along; you are supposed to be here; Chris is your first assignment my little earth angel. You have no need to be nervous."
"W-w-who and h-h-ow!" to say I was taken back would be a definite understatement, I was in absolute shock; right until he opened the door.
The insomnia and fear were etched on his face ; my heart jolted- he looked like an injured puppy in need of care, his eyes surrounded in bags and filled with tears
I could smell the alcohol and marijuana on his clothes, he was just about to begin his second binge
"You're very early don't you think?"
"Well Mr. Brown you didn't specify a time. "
He chuckled; our hearts suddenly starting to beat in unison, I reached out to touch his chest instinctively ; he didn't push me away.
That angelic visit had somehow given me spiritual abilities ; this I discovered from the time my hand met his chest-I could feel the tension which flowed through his body, in my mind's eye I saw his soul -tortured, confused and lonely. I wrapped my arms around him tightly ; our hearts continuing to beat in unison as our souls connected.
He buried his head into the crook of my neck, as I massaged his back; before I gently broke the embrace.
"I'd like to get settled in now."
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As I made my way up the stairs I could feel his breaths, heavy and irregular; he was nervous.
"It's just me Chris little ole jai , baby girl remember ; I'm the one who should be nervous ."
