Forget me never...

Letter 14

By mrscage

My love,

How could you say so? How could you tell me good bye one more time? I would rather to be dead than to be separated from you. You're my wife... I know taking care of Susanna is my duty but to be with you is also my duty. We made love, Candy. I belong to you, you belong to me. We can not be separated, we shouldn't be...

Yes, Susanna is very sick, I know she could die and yes it's my duty to be there for her and I'll fulfill my duty. It breaks my heart to see her that way and I'm at her side every day, the best doctors are taking care of her. This is all that I can do for her. I would never leave you for her. This would be more than I can do.

I knew that writing about Susanna's condition to you would make you want to leave me. It was a bad idea to let you know how tortured I was seeing her so sick... yes it hurts me so much to see her that way but I can't let you go one more time Candy. Let's not make the same mistakes we did, we may not have a second chance this time, let's not waste this one. The first time when you decided for both of us, I
didn't know what to do, I just obeyed it, I wasn't capable of thinking straight in that moment, at those bloody stairs! But when you left and I tried to survive, I realized what a big mistake it was to let you go. I promised myself not to repeat it. Now that I found you, now that we made love, how can I let you go?

Last time I let you decide... this time I decide! You can't walk away from me.... I won't let you go. I love you and I know that you love me. Nothing else matters... We will be together... forever. Just give me a few months and I'll have enough money for Susanna's doctor who wants to admit her in the best hospital of the country , and for us to build our life together.... And I'll come to ask you a very important question...
I'm praying every day that she will get better and I'll come to you...

So I'll pretend as if I never received your last letter and I will burn it. Please do not repeat again those awful words and stop worrying about Susanna. Stop breaking my heart... I don't want to lose you...

I love you...

Terry