Forget me never...

Letter 37

My dear Candy,

I take a little pause during my honeymoon in Hawaii to write you a short word. I would like to thank you for coming with your son to Florida for my wedding. I know that you had already been to Florida and that you had liked it. The climate is very different from Chicago, the windy city.

Jack is marvelous. We are on the same wavelength and we understand each other perfectly. Now that I am tasting happiness again, even though the one with Alistair was platonic, I am very eager that Terry comes back so that you can get together again. I know that you are afraid... «And what if he doesn't want to forgive me for having hidden Anthony-William's existence?». I am sure that he will be shocked and angry at first, but then, he will calm himself and see that you only thought of his duty. You have to clear things with him and continue on with your life, if he doesn't want to forgive you. It is really too short... I would never have thought of being a «widow before my age» as you were with Anthony. I know, it is a funny expression, isn't it? Jack used that expression. It is cute, isn't it? You did tell me that you thought you had seen Anthony the first time that you saw Terry, no? I am persuaded that it is Anthony who guided you to him. So then you have to do all you can to reconcile with Terry, I know that you still love him and Anthony-William needs his father in his life. I trust you Candy, I know that this time, you will take the right decision for you and your family.

Apart from that, I am eager to be expecting my first child! It is wonderful the pleasure of the flesh! I understand better those who cheat ! What more tempting than a forbidden fruit? You succombed before the wedding and I admit that I would have liked to be as audacious with Alistair, I didn't even get a kiss from him !!! Terry should maybe have given some lessons to him and Archibald, because Annie kept complaining like me! You are the only one who had a normal guy who dared kiss you, even if you did slap each other mutually. I envy you !!! I envy your love ! It is worth it to save it, my dear. Fight for your love this time, whatever anger Terry feels when he learns for William-Anthony. Don't give up, don't get discouraged. You know Terry better than anyone, he is yours. Susanna stole him from you for some years, now that she is gone, go and take your «husband» back and live happily with your son and hurry to have a little sister or little brother for William-Anthony.

Me, I will go back to my marital pleasures! You and Annie had never really told me how things went! Little naughty girls! Fine, now I am blushing, I will stop !!!

Lots of big kisses, my pretty and to William-Anthony too. And Jack says hello also to you both.

The new satiated bride,

Patricia