Alone

I wanted to hurt you..

Kylie's POV.

    I've gotta admit, I felt bad that I made him cry. But he made me feel bad first. He stood me up, then ignored me and avoided me for an entire week. Was that supposed to make me feel good? I think not. He made me feel like nothing, and I had to prove that I felt the same about him...I didn't know it would hurt him so much..

   But he hurt me, he made me feel like I wasn't good enough. Wasn't that his intention? He tricked me into thinking we were friends, then flat out leaves me. So I told him the truth...

"If I could change one thing,it would be meeting you."

   But it wasn't the truth..he made me so happy before. I just...I don't know why I said it. Because you wanted to hurt him, my conscience tells me. No no no, that isn't true, I wouldn't ever want to hurt him....would I?

  I remember that look in his eyes, it was like he was trying to tell me something, but I ignored it because he didn't deserved my sympathy after how he made me feel for the past week. I said what I said because I wanted him to feel the way he made me feel, like I didn't matter to him.

   I saw the way his eyes just fell when I said it, the way he stood there silently as he looked around at all the people that had gathered around. And then he looked down and I saw a tear fall slowly down his face. More came after that one, rapidly. He started to shake badly, and I felt horrible. I didn't mean it. He meant everything to me.

   I saw as people snickered at him, pulling out their phones. Not only did I hurt him, I hurt him in front of everybody. He sniffled like crazy, trying to wipe his tears with his sleeve. I search his face, wondering why those words hurt him like they did. He couldn't possibly care about me so why does it matter?

   He looked into my eyes, seeming to choke on how hard he was crying. He seemed to realise something as he looked at me. "I'm sorry Kylie, I'll fix it," and before I could even comprehend what he was saying, he turned around and pushed his way through the crowd, running away. I tried to go after him, I called his name. But there were too many people in the way, and I couldn't get to him.

   So I stood there, feeling horrible. My intentions were to hurt him...but I went too far. I don't know what he meant when he said he would "fix it" and I don't know what he will be fixing. I'll text him when I get home, and hopefully I can clear the air with him.

   I walk home, and when I get inside I go up to my room. I close the door and lay down, letting today's events run through my head.

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Soooo sorry guys, it's been forever. I'm sort of having Writers block, and I was caught up with school. I think I have been focusing on Ryder and Kylie too much, so I'm gonna start bringing Summer back into this, since she is the main character. I'll try and even out who's point of views I do and when I do them. Thank for reading! Don't forget to vote and comment!