Alone

Slight Crush

Kylie's POV.

    Okay, I might have a slight crush on Ryder. I mean, come on, you can't blame me. He has perfect brown hair swept to the side, and is always wearing those amazingly hot beanies. He's like the perfect emo guy. He has gorgeous light brown eyes, and a perfect tan skin.

   A lot of people think I'm emo and dark just by their first glance at me, but really I just like the style. I walk into my house and quickly go to my room to start unpacking my stuff. Ryder and I like practically the same things, which is super awesome.

   Before I can even start unpacking all my new stuff, I hear my mom call me. I run to the stairs to see what she wants. "Yeah mom?" I yell down, then I see her appear. She has her apron on, which means she was cooking.

   "No hello? No cookies for you," she says, faking being mad while pointing her spatula at me. I laugh and walk down the stairs.

   "I'm sorry mom, I'm just so excited because I went shopping with Ryder and we had an amazing-" I start, but then I'm cut off.

   "Ryder? Who is Ryder? Ohhhhh is he your boyfriend?"My mom says, already starting to fan girl. I subconsciously blush, then roll my eyes.

   "No mom! He's just a friend!" I say, crossing my arms.

   She booty bumps me, then laughs and goes into the kitchen. She takes out the cookie trey from the oven, then looks at me. "So, aren't you gonna tell me about him? I need to know everything about your future husband," she says, a smile on her face.

   I smile and sit down, taking a cookie and telling her all about Ryder.

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   I wake up to my phones alarm, which I set as music. I get up and get ready, doing my makeup and hair, trying to look good for Ryder. I wear a beanie and some new clothes I got yesterday.

I run down and catch the bus, looking for a seat. I see Ryder sitting alone, looking out the window with his earbuds in. His knees are pulled up and against the seat in front of him. He looks so d*mn hot. I feel my stomach parade with butterflies, and I quickly take a seat else where.

   He just makes me nervous, as much as I hate to say it. I'm not one to really get nervous or give a f*ck about anything, but he seriously gets to me without even knowing it.

   Finally, we arrive to school, and in the hallway I decide to catch up with him.

   "Hey, what's up?" I say, touching his shoulder. I'm trying to get out of the friend zone, so I'm trying to add some touching in, kind of hint at it.

   He turns and smiles at me, and that's when I notice the bruise on his jawline. "Woah, what happened?" I say, genuinely concerned. He just laughs and shrugs, making my heart practically melt.

   "Believe it or not, I tripped trying to hang up a poster. Banged my jaw straight on the dresser, and it hurt like a freaking b*tch, " he said, laughing and rubbing his jaw. I laugh with him, because that does sound pretty funny.

   We make it to his locker and he glances at me before opening it, as if unsure about something. He opens it slowly, and surprisingly a note comes flying out. Secret admirer?

   "Hey, you dropped something," I say, picking it up and unfolding it.

   "Oh it's just, my, uh," he starts, but I've already read it. Go kill yourself dumb*ss. He must have noticed by my expression that I already read it. "notes," he finishes quietly, then turns back to his locker.

   "Ryder, who the f*ck wrote this?" I say angrily, moving next to him. He just shrugs, then smiles. "It's just a joke me and Tyler do, we both put stupid sh*t in each other's lockers, then laugh at it later. It's sort of an inside joke," he says, a small smile playing on his lips.

   I nod slowly, not believing him entirely. "Okay," I say slowly, not wanting to push him. He may not want to tell me, but that doesn't mean that I won't find out.

   He walks me to my class, and I compliment him on his lip ring, although his lip looks a bit puffy. "I hope it's not infected, just don't touch it or play with it. Make sure you clean it," I said before walking into my class, and he nodded.

   I think something is up with him, he just seems so out of it today. I think I'm gonna go by his house after school and bring some movies, hopefully that will lighten up his mood.

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   I picked out the movies, and I'm almost to his house. I walk for about five more minutes before I reach the porch steps, and nock on the door. He doesn't answer, but I know he has to be home. Not even a minute ago I texted him and asked what he was doing, and he said chilling on his bed.

   I nock a few more times, and he doesn't answer. I sit on the porch and think. Maybe he is chilling on a bed, but not his. Maybe he's with a girl. How could I ever think he would want me? I leave the movies on his porch, then walk back to my house, feeling stupid.

   I go to my room and call him, but after one ring it goes straight to voice mail. He must be with a girl. Probably doing the dirty. Whatever, I shouldn't have expected to ever get out of the friend zone, I mean look at him compared to me. I could never be good enough for him.

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   How do you guys like Kylie's POV.? I thought that I might as well let you guys know more about her. Who's POV. Do you want to see next? If you guys don't give any comments on what POV. You think I should do next, then ill probably do Summer or Tyler, I haven't done them in awhile. Well, please comment, vote, and share! Thanks so much for reading!!!! Love y'all!