FREEDOM #WATTPRIDE

Your Fault

(Jonathan POV)

I slowly pull away and he opens his beautiful hazel eyes to stare into mine in a state of shock and disbelief.

 I couldn't hold myself back any longer and it was time to confront these feelings head-on. 

If he didn't like it then I guess we can forget it ever happened and move on. 

But he kissed me back so I think that's a good sign.

 I decide to go for the bold approach and gently caress his cheek with the back of my hand. 

"My soulmate has been hiding right in front of my eyes all this time...and you knew it didn't you?"

 I couldn't believe it had taken me this long to realize Ashley was the one.

 It didn't click until the thought of him missing made my headache with anxiety because I knew that if he had disappeared again I would never be able to live without him. 

"I would be lying if I said I didn't," 

He admits and blushes again. So it was from me all this time, I knew it. 

"We dated for one day in tenth grade. Why did you fuck it up?" 

I had always wanted to know the answer and now that I had claimed him, he was finally going to give it to me. 

"I...because when I was with you, the feelings I had for you were 'I want to be with you for the rest of my life feelings', And I was young, so that scared the shit out of me." He says. 

"Ahh, that's the commitment you were talking about," I say as I start skating again. 

"I regretted it the minute it happened. But for once, I don't think I completely fucked up, I mean you got to meet Linda and have four beautiful children. Maybe fate was like, ehh they're not ready yet." He laughs and I shake my head, 

"Nope, you fucked everything up." I jab him in the ribcage and he yelps, holding his side in pain. 

"Okay yes, you're right jackass. I messed it all..."

 I couldn't help it as I turn him to me and kiss him again. 

Was this even real?