♠ Relax.. Its Just Logan.. ♥ A Logan Paul Fanfic ♦

Chapter 25: Old "friends"?

I wished we were still together. I wish he didn't kiss her. I wish i didn't leave. Stupid I know. 'It was your decision! If you didn't want to leave you didn't have to. I understand that, but i did it. Staying in the same house with someone who broke my heart, is not something i can cope with. Sitting on the floor with my back to the door, i think to myself, when will i ever stand up and get on with my life? "HAILEY PATAYTEE! CIANA'S HERE AND WE GOTTA GO NOW!", I sigh and frown. "Coming!" I shout, and stand up, throwing on some clothes and wiping my face with a makeup wipe, and my cloth before heading out of the room to join Ciana, Amelia and Aleecia. I guess we're going shopping. (What she's wearing: )

I honestly hated shopping sometimes, especially in my crisis.

"How about this? Its crochet, and these shorts are PERFECT to match! Hailey? Hailey, are you even listening to me!?" My head jolts up as she stands there with her hands on her hips while holding her top and bottoms. "Uh what?" I stutter. She rolls her eyes and sighs. My hand wobbles when she stuffs the outfit in the basket i'm holding. Glancing down made ME Roll my eyes, at her taste. She likes to show skin too much. "Ciana why are we even in Forever 21? (Not sponsored) Its not like you shop here. Neither do i." She stops for a second, and then replies with a, "Because its nice to have a change. Plus, this is for you. We're gonna make Logan regret what he did to you." I give her a blank stare and then look back down at the clothes again and speak. "I don't think this will make it better... Remember i'm still pregnant. This wont make much of a difference."

At that, she snaps her fingers and turns on her heel towards the desk. "Cmon girl! We're paying and going to buy dresses and pregnancy clothes." I let myself get dragged along while carrying a fed up expression. Here we go...

7 stores later and 15 outfits after, we all met back up at the food court. Me and Ciana held 2-4 bags each, and Amelia and Aleecia are sitting at a 6 seat booth with bags surrounding them. We sit down and relax for a bit, before me and Aleecia head for the stall. "Woah okay guys, give me a break. Your father Is not with us anymore, so go easy on me." I say as i put my hand on my stomach. The babies are kicking, its been a while since they have. I smile to myself as i think of the good times me and logan had, yet i don't realise my eyes starting to gloss over with tears. "Hails, you ok? You look like you're about to cry?" I furiously blink and smile up at her. "I'm completely fine." That is the sentence that blocks out my emotion, and its what i'll side with if it helps me not cry.

2 Weeks Later (5 Months Pregnant)

I prop my head up on my palm as my elbow rests against the table infront of me. Seeing all of these ship pictures with us make me sad. I don't get it. At this point i'm questioning my existence. Do i really need to be here? or Besides having these babies, what am i needed for? I silently chuckle to myself as i think about the first time i met Logan. I wouldn't have expected it. My parents sending me here to the lovely place of La, meeting my idols, my "love". My elbow starts to slide as i get drowsy from staying up so late at night. (Im legit yawning rn its 2:50 in the morning. Im grindin <3) I am soon snapped out of it as my phone dings in my limp hand. I instantly straighten up and read it.

'Is The hottest star, Logan Paul, Finally moving on from his "Divorce"? Lydia Kenney and Logan Paul, or #Lodia's relationship Is taking All of our social medias by storm! Stay tuned for more information!'

"What the actual.." I slam my phone down on the table, not too hard as to break it, but just enough to get the surfacing anger to quiet down. I furrow my eyebrows as i try to not believe it. 'He's moved on' 'Get over it' 'You were never good enough for him.' I believe all these phrases as i let the tears slip out of my eyes and let out the beginning of an uncontrollable sob. I stand up and wobble to the couch, ploughing down onto it and letting my back rest against the arm rest. I curl up into a tight ball and keep on crying my feelings out. "Tonight is gonna be a fun binge night!! -- Hailey? Are you alright?" I hear an extremely familiar voice say, after a group footsteps walk through the door and someone wraps their arms around me. "Shh sh. It's alright let it all out.... Ali can you get the ice cream from the freezer. Ci, can you set up the TV for a the amazing world of gumball marathon?" I hear my best friend day. I'm assuming they nodded because I then hear noises, and its probably my best friends supporting me. I smile through the tears as we begin to binge watch TAWOG and munch on Ben and Jerry's.

1 week later, 5 months, 1 wk

"Thanks Mel!" I wave to my Uber driver as she drives off. Turning back to the big white building with its signature red cross plastered on the front. "Hello again to you too hospital."

"Hey doctor I just wanted to-" I pause, halfway through fully opening the door. I'm frozen in shock. "Hey Hails.." they say with a sheepish smile plastered on their face.

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Cliffhanger for you my lovelies! I'm actually really proud of this chapter for some reason! I also wanted to say thank you to everyone who supports me. I do like feedback, but don't just straight up say "I don't like this take it out!", Please be nice with it and respectful and give me a reason. Also I'm touched that I can make people shed tears with my writing. That was what I really wanted to do when I decided I would write stories on the side. Thank you to all the people who comment often, or vote often, or anything! I didn't wanna get deep but I did. Whoops. 😂 I love y'all and I will see you in the next chapter.