In My Thoughts

Epiphany

I drove around all night
Just to try and clear my head
I tried drinking at the bar
And I tried drinking with my friends

But you stayed in my thoughts
You wouldn't leave my mind
So I tried to numb my body
Just to keep myself from crying

I was trying to forget
Every text you ever sent
You were saying that you loved me
While sleeping in his bed

I spent the whole next week
Just keeping to myself
Making bad decisions
Not caring about my health

But then I hit rock bottom
I had an epiphany
Why am I crying over you
When all I need is me