In My Thoughts

Imbalance

Can't help when I get down
No matter who's around
No signs of getting better
This is my open letter

I want to fix myself
But I can't reach out for help
Despite all of my discretion
I am crippled by depression

I get told all of the time
That one day I'll be fine
It's getting harder to believe
When I’m in constant fatigue

I'm not under common branding
I’m beyond your understanding
Because I’m slipping into madness
not by your ordinary sadness

Ambitions are all but dead
Cause I’m trapped in my own head
I'm always placed in a corner
By a mental health disorder

Constantly filled with doubt
Feels like there’s no way out
Every day just seems the same
Due to an imbalance in my brain.