This one was resquet by xmegan18 ! I hope you will like it ! 😘
As always about one week out of two, I am in the plane to follow my Canadian boyfriend all over the world. I am 'Y/N' Lance Stroll girlfriend since 2 years now, and I live at the rythm of the race because since 2017 he is in the Williams team. At the begining that was really fun, travel a lot, Lance was always here for me and we had a lot of fun together.
Since the begining of his formula one season in 2017, Lance changed a lot. Our relationship is a little bit weird, because we didn't talked a lot and he is no longer interested in me or at least less. I love him, but I feel helpless. I know he is busy and he had a lot of things to do, firts free practises, qualifications and races of course but also press conference, signed cession, simlator days, events with Williams... He lives his dream and I can't blame it for that, but I just want a little more tenderness and little more attention.
I am already in the motor home when Lance is ready to the FP1, he comes to see me before his session. 'Are you okay ?' he simply asks, I look at him with a emotionless face 'Yeah, fine good luck for the first practise' I reply. Nevertheless I just want to scream no, I am not okay, I am here alone, wiating about you, and when you finish the race you left with your team mate. I have enough, I don't want to say anything, I just want that he realize that and see clearly the situation. I don't want to loose him.
I want to change my mind, and keep my brain busy. I choose to leave the garage, and walked around the pit lane. The sun is shining, I put my sunglasses on my face and enjoy this moment watching the cars on the track. I am in the front of Honda Maclaren garage, the two pilots had already race and our car are here. I saw Stoffel remove his helmet and stared at me, I smile in resopnse and redirect my look on the track.
'You look after your boyfriend car?' a voice behind me says. It's Stoffel his helmet in his hands and he is walking in my direction. I smile and reply 'Not really, just want to hang out, walk outside and like you are here speak to you.' Stoffel smiled at my answer, and put his helmet on the floor. 'I am here, so ask me want you want, I am done with FP1 !' the belgiam replied to me.
He explained me how is the track, how is he feeling about Barcelona race and I spend a great time. I am glad that I leave my seat where I was waiting for Lance. Then I asked him questions about the tyres and the strategy he chose, Stoffel looked at me and said nothing and he frowned a little. 'You are here to have informations about the car ! Too bad I will not give you anything' and he laughed after his remark. I shook my head and said to him 'For sure not ! I don't speak about tyres with my boyfriend, and I should say at the moment we don't speak about a lot of things actually'. Lance put his hands on my shoulder and look at me he whispered '26 laps with soft, maybe Inter, and the end of the race super soft' and he winked at me. Stoffel and I are laughing, and I bet every pilot could hear us. It's been already 1 hour since I left the Williams garage, Lance has probably finish his free practise.
'I have to go, Lance has probably finish now' I said to Stoffel. 'Yeah he is not on the track, if you need to speak, I am here Anytime Y/N' and I nodded. At the same moment I see Lance coming with an upset or angry face.
'What are you doing here ?' Lance asksme ignoring Stoffel beside me. Stoffel has still his hand on my shoulder, and Lance seems not appreciate the current situation. I don't even know what to say.
'She was walking around the track when I saw her, and we talked about stuff and she wanted to know things about you Williams' Stoffel says. Lance is looking at us with an angry face, he seems to be jealous, really and replied with a hard voice 'If she really wants that, she could ask me. We don't need your help Stoffel.'
Stoffel now stands in front of lance and his eyes are darker than usual 'Open your eyes Lance, your girlfriend needs you, and the last 2 month you didn't look at her.' Lance look at Stoffel with sad face and he realize what he said and how I feel about that. Lance reply to Stoffel 'We will talk about this later Stoffel' and he grabs my hand. I don't know what to say, I don't want say that it's not true because it is. But at the same time I don't want to hurt him. He are walking in the garage direction when Lance stopped and look at me. His face is really different as usual, he seems to be really disapointed.
'I am so sorry, I didn't realize. I am feeling like an idiot' he said holding my hand. Lance puts his hands on my face and puts his lips on mine. A tear flows on my face when he kissed me.
'Look what I have done, I have the best girlfriend ever and I make her crying. Why didn't you tell me that before ? I didn't realize, really. And if Stoffel had noticed that, I should have too.' he says.
We are now standing in the middle of the paddock, a formula one driver and his crying girl. Lance is hugging me like he will never see me after. I know he is feeling guilty, but I am kind of reassured, because sometimes I thought that he doesn't love me anymore, I thought he cheat on me or he wanted a new girlfriend.
'Babe, I don't know how this thing could happpen. I was so busy, so ecxiting to be a formula one driver... I forgot to tell you how much I love you everyday. Please say something'.
'I was so scared' I begded at him. I put my arms around his neck and my face at the bottom of his neck. I am now crying in his arm and my mascara blemish all his white overall, Lance kisses my head.
'You don't have to be scared, I love you. And I promise you right know, I will never let you down. Stoffel open my eyes, I don't want to loose you. You the best person I know, I have to be here with you everyday.'
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Formula one shots [Requests Closed]
FanfictionI love reading one shots, and I think I will love write it too ! Just give me a number and a driver and I figure it out :) English is not my mother tongue, so really sorry if you see some mistakes.
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