Formula one shots [Requests Closed]

Is it possible to love too much ? - Carlos Sainz

Requested by @myracingpassion, I have ever done a one shot with this sentence, but I was inspire :) I hope you will love it. Thank you for your second request, I am really happy to write it !

You and your best friend are just laying in your bed, you just broke up with your boyfriend and you need to complain to someone about how he was rude, idiot and not the boy you wanted. You're not sad at all, that was your own choice and probably the best of your life you didn't want to loose  so much time.

'Why one day did I fall in love with him ? You can tell me that ?' You asked to Carlos who is next to you and stared at your ceiling. 'I don't know, really' he giggled and still don't look at you. You didn't noticed and continued 'Carlos, really I think I don't know what it is to love, but for real. Like the only one.' you confessed. 'You know, that was not the boy with who I loved do stupids stuffs but couple cliché things neither, we didn't spend so much time just together or just for sex'. And as you said that you realized something, the men who makes you feel special and loved. He is just here, next to you and by your side since ages. 'Carlos say something please, it is like I spoke to myself. And I am not crazy yet, or I don't think so.'

Carlos get up and he is now sitting on the bed just in front of you. He looked at you in silence crossed his arm. You're upset because he ony did this when he was confused or sad or when something's wrong. 'Is it possible to love to much ?' he simply asked. You rolled your eyes and whiffle 'Carlos, can you ear me ? I said 3 seconds ago that I have never love really. I never had goosebumps and butterflies on my belly. So I don't know if it is possible. But yes, I guess.' You looked at your bestfriend who is staring at you, his run his hands through his hair and took a deap breath before give you an answer really clear 'I think it is possible, or no I should say I am sure it is possible. Because I .. I love you too much. You entirely since ages now, and I have never have the strength to tell you. And I have to admit that I was scared to loose our friendship. But I can't hide this anymore.'

You realize what he just said and you are a little bit confused. You were here, you explained that your ex boyfriend was an asshole and during all this time, during all your relationship he loved you and sometimes he was probably hurt. You realize that you lived him more than a simple friend, you too were really close in so many ways and you just opened your eyes. When he hugged you, when you watched a movie and your head was on his legs, when you laughed about everything and even when he was here for you indeed the distance due to races he was in love.
You didn't know how to react so you decided that actions are so much better than words in many situations. You took a step to him. Looked at his weak face and just catch his mouth. His lips are soft and warm, you kiss was at the beginning hesitant but then Carlos respond to your move by put his hands on your waist and be closer to you. 'I am sure that you're the one I love more than anything Carlos. I was just so stupid to dint realize that sooner.'

And that's because actions are better than words he kissed you back. This kiss was harder, more intense and more passionate. First you thought that's a weird thing to kiss your best friend, but then you realize how good it was to kissed someone you love for real. Carlos put his hands under your dress and lift you leg. You moaned and gasped as he touched your skin, your want him so much. You loved the way his kissed you, it was like an electric tense between you. His tongue ran around yours, his lips sucked your skin with passion. 'I want more' you whispered and his hand moves as you said that to your butt. 'Want this since so much time, I want you to be mine.' Carlos said to you,  and your heart start to beat faster.

You hoped that Carlos doesn't noticed you anxiety but he knows you so much when he stopped 'what's wrong ? I know that's too early to confess you all that stuff.' I grab his hand look at him 'no, not at all. Carlos you're the most incredible man I have ever met, I am afraid of not being what you want.'
'You're exactly what I want, a beautiful and smart girl. A best friend, someone I trust and someone I love.'

You shiver and thought about the first time you meet Carlos at school *'do you want play with me ?' You nodded 'to what ? Please I don't want usual game.' The little boy looked at you 'My name is Carlos, I want to be a racing driver. We could race if you want to, but you have to know it is not because you're a girl that I will let you win' and the smiley boy start to run everywhere. You followed him 'it's not because I am a girl that you will win, I am stronger than you !!'*

'You are my soulmate, since the first time we met. It's only because I realize that today. But you're the only one I want'