Formula one shots [Requests Closed]

Esteban Ocon - #31 #92

For @VamosBarcelona 😱
I hope you will like this one ! Thank you for your request and all you vote and sweet comments !

Many of your friends have already told you that to be famous could change someone and in a bad way. You never believed them because Esteban was special, because Esteban loved you so much, Esteban was not like the others. But you were totally wrong, everything was bullshit especially when he said 'I love you'. You're here standing in front of him and you can't say a word, Esteban changed is not the same anymore. He used to be nice and attentive but now he's just disgusting.

'Okay so what, you think I have changed so it's over ?' He asked you again. You're speechless your heart is screaming I love you don't leave me, come back like you used to be and your head is pretty clear and said get out of my way, I don't want to be with you anymore. You opened your mouth to say something and when in looked at you in this way, in this disdainful way you understood... He changed so much, you don't love him anymore. The Esteban you loved is gone and will never come back.

'You broke my heart Esteban.' You simply said with honnesty. The only thing he could say was 'Ok, so it's over ?'. You're not an impulsive girl normally but now you're just really exhausted and tired of that bad relation. 'Yeah Esteban, yeah it's over. And you know why ? Could you remember thr last time you said you loved me ? No ? Fine because I did, two month ago ! Did you realize that ? I don't think so. And the last time we spent time together, and only together not with your stupid famous and rich friend ? You neglected me Esteban. That's what you did and I don't recognize you anymore. So yeah it's over'. You almost screamed and angry tears are falling onto your cheeks.

Esteban didn't say a word. He was chocked because he didn't realize actually. His life has changed a lot since he was a formula one driver... And he don't want to spend time anymore with his girlfriend, he thaought that hanging out with those girls was better, he thought that drinking with his new friends was better too. But he forgot the best things he already had in his previous life. He forgot his old friends, his best friend and more than that his lovely girlfriend. The girl who was always here for him, especially when we was not in formula one and he had to fight for a seat... The girl who always supported him and loved him more than everything.

'Esteban, say something ! Oh too bad you can't because you realized I was right. So it's too late. You already loose me.. and you hurt me a lot. I don't let you break my heart again, never do you hear me ?' You said, you want to say all you have in your mind. You were so angry and sad at the same time...

Esteban took a step to you, he looks awkward... he simply said 'I am sorry..' you laughed at him and shook your head 'Yeah, it's too late.' And you left the room.
You sit down in your bed and took your head in your hands, you cried because Esteban was your real first love and you still love him... you still love your little French boy..

Few minutes later you heard him into the room and didn't move. Esteban come closer to you and put his hand around you waist he took a deep breath and began ... 'okay, Y/N just listen to me. I screwed up really, and I didn't notice I hurt you. I am the worst boyfriend ever, and of you wanted to I could do my best to make you happy. You were always here for me and I just let you down. Give me another chance to prove you that I love you. Because I could never forget you .. You know my biggest dream was to be a formula one driver one day, and it's a weird world.. I don't know why I had react like this, I don't know why. But I want to thank you, because you're the only one who told me the truth about who I am or at least who I became.. I want to be the Esteban you loved, I want to be with you..'

Esteban didn't added anything, and you're lost. First you were sure that you wanted to be alone, you wanted to broke up with him. But know next to you, it was the real Esteban. The only one you fall in love with. And one question appeared on your mind ... 'Esteban one question, be honest please. Did you cheat ? One day, I mean one kiss or more ...'
He rolled his eyes and shyly smile, with to hesitation he took your hand and said 'I was an asshole, I let you down I have to admit it. But no I never did that, no kiss and not even a look.. my heart belongs to you.'

Goosebumps appeared on all your body, once again your mind said no... but love is unpredictable. You looked at him with your wet and red eyes 'say it please, the only words which could change anything'. Esteban smiled and he knew exactly what you meant, that sentence he said when you kissed him the first time 2 years ago in France at school. He whispered on your hear : 'J'ai tellement besoin de toi à chaque moment de ma vie'
(I need you so, at each moment of my life).
You heart is the only winner, and you kissed him.