Formula one shots [Requests Closed]

Marcus Ericsson - You driving me mad

This one was requested By @frutrar I hope you will like it it's kind of ... Special ;) I don't want to spoil ! Thanks for asking ❤️

Once again he didn't call you back, once again the race is over since 2 hours now and he didn't dae to call you. At the beginning you were happy for him, you were happy because your boyfriend is living is dream in formula one. But now you felt neglected and terribly alone not because he is often far from you just because he ignore you all the time. You've got enough to cry every race week end and almost everyday. You loved him, more than you know but must confess that you suffered since he was always away. You have tried eveything, harass him : you called him many times, send him few text, emails, direct messages on instagram, on messenger via facebook and he didn't answer.

You tried to be kind and you waited after his text like 'I know you're busy babe, hope everything's ok! You are the best, love' and he didn't answer.

You tried to be wicked and nasty. You said that you want a break or maybe it will be over between you. And guess what ? He didn't answer. And everytime it's the same story, he told you he was busy and he didn't have so many times or he told you he couldn't answer because he forgot his phone or stupids excuses like this one. But when you were together you almost forget eveything, Marcus is the kindest boyfriend in whole world but only when you are together. You tried to fix that many times, but you argued a lot about that and obviously when you saw him you just wanted have good time with him so you gave up.

This time, you made your decision you and Marcus it's over. You will end up forgetting him even that must be a hard task, even deep inside you truly love him, even his way of kissing you will miss you, even his look on your face... You don't have to think about that, he made you cry so many times, and you don't even know with who he is on race week ends.. You didn't know this part of his life, you know the Marcus  Ericsson who isn't a driver. You decided to call him one last time, your heart beat faster and you want talk to him but at the same time your want his voice mail. Your took a deep breath, he didn't answer. 'Hey Marcus, it's Y/N. I think we need to talk seriously. Call me back when you got this. Bye' and you hang out and put your phone on the table.

11 p.m now and no new from Marcus, you close you phone and go to bed. Tomorrow will be a better day, at least you hope so. Your night was hard and not relaxing your mind was busy. The next morning when you looked at your phone you saw 4 texts and 6 missed calls only from him. You read it : 'Hey just saw your text, how are you love ?' - 'Are you okay ? Can I call you, I heard your voice call' - 'Y/N ?' - 'call me back please, can't wait to see you. Love you babe'

Tears appears on your face and you called him back, this time you heard him 'Hey Y/N I am so glad to heard you. How are you ?' He said. 'Marcus, we have to talk.' You have is idea in your mind, that will be hard but you have to do this and right now. 'We can't be together anymore, I have no news from you during entires raced week end. No text, no word.' You continued with a trembling and hesitating voice. Marcus didn't answer as soon as you said that but then he tried to say something he was breathless 'Y/N, you don't understand I can explain everything please I love you' it is too easy you thought, it's always the same thing always. 'You driving me mad Marcus, I can't do it, I can't be the girl you wanted to. Sorry but we have to do this' and you hang out. You cried during one hour, your eyes are red and inflate.

You are in your sofa, holding your pillow in your arms and eating some ice cream : the perfect cliché of a girl who is desperate and heart broken. You dry your last tears, a new one appears when you heard someone knocked on your door. You must be horrible and you don't want to open so you stayed in your sofa. But someone is still knocking more and more, harder and harder. You let your pillow on your sofa and took your way to the door, when you opened you saw Marcus with approximately the same face. 'I am sorry' he said and hold you in his arms.

You let him in, his blue eyes looked at you. He looked sad and upset 'It's so hard Marcus, I love you I truly love you but every week I felt terribly alone, I don't know what are you doing in your free time abroad. We arguing about that since so long, we took separated ways it's to hard for me. I can't deal with that.' Marcus simply nodded, you think he get it you think he finally understand what you meant before. But when you looked at him you felt something weird, like nothing will be like they used to be. 'I don't diserve you, I don't know how to make you happy. I am sad, but this is the true even I love you more than everything.'

Both of you knew it was the end of a story, the end of something. 'Kiss me one last time' you said to him. He put softly his hand on your waist, your kiss was intense and passionate exactly like it was the last one. And that was the last one. Marcus looked at your when his lips left yours 'let me love you, all of my entire life. I promise you, we will be back together one day'