Formula one shots [Requests Closed]

Those things you said yesterday, did you mean it ?- Stoffel

This one was requested by tami_udvardy :) I had this in my mind :) I hope you will like it !

Friday night, finally ! Your week was really hard at work, you had a lot of things to do and you are so exhausted. Anyway it is already 8 p.m and your friend Macy asked if you wanted to come at her house in Brussels, she planed a little party with your old friends. You will just hang out, speak about college and drink some beer or some wine by listening old music you liked. This is exactly the kind of party you loved, with your closest friends.

You looked at your face in the mirror and you saw dark circles which shows how your week was long. You would like to be presentable even it's your closest friend, you put some makeup on your face and styled your hair. You decides to wear a black skinny jean and a little cleavage black top with a pair of white sneakers. You grab your bag, put some purple lipstick and leave your flat.

'I am on my way, will be here in few seconds. I love the fact you lived so close to me.' You texted Julie. Few meters after you were in the front of her door, Julie opens and hugged you. Then she look at you with an upset, really upset face and pinched her lips. 'What's wrong ?' You asked her placing your hand on his arm.
'I am sorry, but he was back and he asked me if I have planed something tonight. Stoffel is here.'

You shiver when you heard his name, you and Stoffel broke up 6 month ago when he started to race. He said that he would like live his dream at one hundred percent, he said that he didn't want to hurt you in anyway, he said that distance will be too much complicated. You understand I don't want to be annoyed by a girlfriend when so many girls want you, I don't want to continue because I want to be free. You said nothing when he said that, you just nodded and left. Since 6 month, no more news except from social media or press. As a strong girl you didn't cry, you didn't ask him to come back. But you loved him, so much and you were hurt. After this break up your heart was in million pieces, and you focused on your work to forget.

'I will figure it out, don't worry. I want to be here, spend time with you. I will just ignore him. That's not a big deal.' You said to Julie who shyly smiled at you.

Alsmost everyone is here, but the only one you saw in the room was him. Your eyes followed him walking trough the house, then his look meet yours. He stopped and a ashamed and weird smile take place on his face. You continued saying hello to everyone, and at the end when you had no choice Stoffel. You kissed him quickly and said nothing, he puts his hands on your waist that made you shiver. 'How are you ?' He asked, 'fine.' You simply replied before leave him alone and seek after your friend.

That hurt, when he was not around that was a lot easier. Trying to change your mind you choose a Belgium beer on the fridge and take a sip of it. All of you are now in the living room, you should know that but all the attention is on Stoffel. Everyone asked him how to be a formula one driver is 'you miss us, you can say it Stoffel.' Adrian said and giggled. He smiled 'yeah, sometimes my old life miss me. Especially someone.' He said while he is looking at you. Your hands shake and he probably notices...

Disturbed and embarrassed you get up 'Who want a beer ? Or something else to drink ?' You saw few hands up and Stoffel said 'I will come with you, you need some help.' Your friends keep speaking about different stuffs and forget that weird answer from Stoffel. You walked in the kitchen direction when you heard 'I missed you'. As you heard that, the impulsive person you are react 'Really ? Stoffel you left 6 month ago. No text, no call, nothing you broke up with me so easily. I can't believe you. I am sorry.' Stoffel took a step to you, took your hand 'Don't touch me.' you said removing your hand from him.
'I made a huge mistake. I thought that will be easier like that, but I miss you a lot. My biggest mistake is don't ask you to come with me. All I want is bring you back, be with you at every race and every country. But I have already lost you...' he said while he took the beer and leave me.
The night is already over and you spend your time to think about what he said. Before you left you would like to speak to him a little. 'Stof ?' You asked him. He looked at you with a sad face 'yeah Y/N ?' You took a deep breath 'I am sorry I shouldn't react like that. We don't speak a lot tonight and I'll have to admit I would like more privacy. Are you free tomorrow ? A Sunday brunch ?' You asked softly. A huge smile appear on his face and bright it. 'See you tomorrow then, I have a lot of things to say.'

What did you do yesterday, why you asked that to him ? You don't know how to wear, nothing to fancy but you want to be pretty. You met Stoffel at the restaurant that you used to go, memories arise..
'Hey' you yelled at him when he arrived. Stoffel saw you, walks quicker and kissed you on your cheek 'you looks beautiful' was his first sentence. You blushed like it was the first time he said that.
You brunched, talked about everything like you had to did before and you had a good time. It was like you felt in love again. His beautiful eyes, his smile and yours legs which touched under the table. Stoffel looked at you his lips curved when he said one more time 'I missed you, and these moments we spend together. Just like now'
Suddenly you felt bad, your heart start to beat faster and you asked him 'those things you said yesterday, did you mean it ?'. The young driver took your hand, hold it and replied 'Every word I said, I want you by my side. I love you so much.'