Formula one shots [Requests Closed]

#42 & # 30 - Pierre Gasly

This one was requested by @AniekdeVries I hope you will like it ! Thanks for your request

You knock at his door, there is no answer but Pierre is here you know it. You open it, put your head trough the doorway and see him laying on the couch eyes closed. You take a step to come closer to him. It is his first formula one race, Malaysia with Toro Rosso. Pierre did a great job in super formula and his dream come true now being a formula one pilot for real.
He is excited and anxious in the same time, and your so proud to be here with him. When he knew the news he immediately called you. You remember his voice and what he said 'Y/N ! I got it, i will race with Toro Rosso I have a formula one seat to the next races and to the next season ! Come with me, please I don't want anyone else by my side ! You always supported me, I want my best friend by my side this week end' . That's why you are here, with him in Malaysia.
You and Pierre are bestfriends since ages, your parents was neighbors. You too are the same age, and you always spent time together, you grew up together and you know them by heart.

You came closer to him and took a seat in the couch where he is 'Hey French pilot, I knock and you didn't dare answer' you said to him. Pierre opened his eyes and frowned, he didn't say anything else but his face was pretty clear. 'How are you ?' You continued.
'I just want to be alone please' he said with a cold voice. You were kind of confused, and stand up. 'Please go, leave my room. I don't want to see anyone, I don't want to speak. I just want to be alone for once !' Pierre barely shout. 'Fine, in that case why did you ask me to come ? Watching the race at TV should be better in that case.' You replied upset and really angry. You leave his room slamming the door.

You just tried to be nice after all and his reaction was awful. You admit that he must be nervous about the race but that doesn't excuse nothing. Pierre was just extremely irritable these lasts days and you asked yourself why he even asked you to come. No kind word, no nice attention nothing. It is not the man you know, you don't understand.

You are now sitting in the garage when you saw Carlos coming. 'Hello Y/N, do you know where Pierre is ? We have a debrief before Q3.' He asked. 'Yeah in his room, but I wish you good luck because he just threw me out' you answer to his new teammate.
'What ? What did he do ?' Carlos frowned at you with a questioning face.
'I was looking after him, I saw him in his couch. I asked you how he was, and he said leave me alone. That quick, but that's what he did. So I am here alone, with a formula one garage.' You answer to Carlos.
'Ok I see, just stay here I will talk to him and I have to let him know that our brief is in one hour. Keep smiling' he said before walking in Pierre's direction.

This attitude doesn't fit him, he is not like that usually. But that's clear, if he continues until we left. It is the first and the last time you will be with him you thought.
About 5 minutes later you felt a hand on your shoulder, you saw Pierre behind you. Your eyes crossed his he opens his mouth to say something but you don't let him talk 'Leave me alone please, I don't want to speak.' Pierre hold your hand as you want to leave the garage.

'I am so sorry. I didn't want to say that, I didn't mean it.' Pierre begged to you.
'But that's what you said. You know what Pierre ? It is the first and the last time I come with you to a race, you acted like an asshole and you heart me. So leave me, for real' you replied with a monotonous voice.

'Just please listen, I am so nervous I acted like a jerk. But I am so pleased you be here with me, I didn't want anyone else here. You're the only one with whom I share everything, you're the only one who knows me by heart. I am sorry, driving a formula one is my dream. And i am scared, a lot actually. Please, I am so sorry...' Pierre said before continued 'I don't want to loose you, I need you.'

That's the Pierre you know, the guy you loved more than a best friend probably. But between you, that's so complicated, feeling are sometimes hidden.

'I forgive you, I won't let you down especially now. But look at me and just breath ok ? You're the most amazing pilot, you are here for a good reason. They believe in you, they trust you and you will prove they that they were right. Pierre stop to panic, be strong and stay focused !' You said to him, his hands still in yours.

You hold his hand harder and you saw a smile appeared on his face. A weak one, but a smile either. You remove your hands and hugged him, you both stay like that around 1 minutes and that sounds an eternity. Pierre put his head on your shoulder, kissed softly your neck and your cheeks before whispered 'you're the most lovely girl I have ever met, thank's to be here with me. I want you by my side forever, you know I love you so much Y/N'