Formula one shots [Requests Closed]

You left without saying goodbye, I hate you for that. - Sebastien Vettel

OMFG I literally LOVE writing this one. It was request by @sebi-Vettel and I hope you will like it.

Almost 4 years later, she's here hockemheim ring. This is the place where she is feeling herself, or at least half herself. Y/N used to come here, every summer, every week end and every school holidays. She used to do this with her soulmate, her bestfriend, and for sure her first and only love. Since he is gone, she never returned alone here. There is too good memories which have become bad unhappily. Their first kart race, the first hug, the first win, and obvisouly our first and our last kiss. On the 31th july 2016, I choose to see the formula one race in Hockeheim.She had Paddocks club tickets with her job, and she didn't say to anyone that she has known one day Sebastian Vettel. Actually if she could forget all this year of her life she will. That hurt, a lot her heart was in million pieces and today sometimes it suffered again. She chose to come here because to her it's like a challenge, she's here with a really good friend maybe boyfriend if it will work between them. Her almost boyfriend is a lovely guy, he is tall, he has intense blue eyes, he is blond and this men could be anything for her like coming here and hate formula one.

'Look at the Redbull car here Charles !' She said with a happy voice and a huge smile on her face.

She is standing next the formula one and watch it attentively. She is the only women so close to a car, most of them are just here to follow their husbands but in that case it is not the usual and stereotype thing. Y/N is too well dress to be on the garage, she's wearing a white long dress with heavy heels, her curly blond hair stay on his shoulders and her grey eyes are hidden by her sunglasses.

Her friend is standing next to her, he take a step next to him and say 'I'am coming later, when you will have finish you can just meet me at the bar at the other side. I know it's important to you and how much you love the car. I wait you, take your time.' She's smiling at him, he is so kind and sweet 'Yeah, you're so nice. I will meet you as soon as possible'.

           

She out her sunglasses on her head and walked around the car. ' I thought I will never see you again...' A German voice said. As soon as she heard that, she recognize it. The only one person she didn't want to see is here next to her. She doesn't want look at him, and stared on the beautiful Redbull car. 'A hand seated on his naked shoulder, she shivered and removed it. 'Look at me Y/N please'. She is fixing the ground, tears starting to flows on her tanned skin. She immediately puts his sunglasses on her eyes and heads up.'I hoped I will never see you again' she says with a shaking voice. She knew that was a bad idea to ome here, with those tickets. But if that was the secretely want ? Crossed him, her Seb in the middle of the paddock.

'You really mean it ?' Seb asking her with a sad voice. He looks like so distraught, and it is like he doesn't know what he has to say.

'Yeah Seb I really mean it. I didn't watch a race since 4 years ! I used to come here every year, evrytime with you. And one day, you left without saying goodbye, I hate you for that. !' She is starting to cry, but she continue he didn't reply to her call since 4 years she has a lot of thing to say. 'You left for your dream I totally understood, but I wanted to be here for you and with you. When you left you kissed me before, you told me that you love me, that there is no girl like me. You told me that I always be in your heart. I didn't understand, but then I got it when you left.'

She is now crying, in silent as she always did in the past 4 years. Seb is her first and only love, and for sure she is here today because she was ready to see him again.
'Come here little driver girl' Seb says, that was the nickname he gave her when they was teenagers. Seb puts his arm around her while all people here watching at them. 'Don't call me like that, that's a old thing. By the way and don't drive anymore, and I don't want your pity' she reply to him. Seb grabs her right hand, he saw the tattoo on it : number 5 their car number, her kart number his formula one number are inked forever. Why did he leave and said nothing ? In the past 4 years, he thought about her every day and how life will be if they are still together. They are now standing in the garage, her eyes are red but the grey is still bright.

'I don't want to loose you one more time, I made a huge mistake. Please stay with me, let's have a new start. I am so sorry about everything, you will never forgive me.' He is begging, with a trembling voice.

' I am here with someone, he is not my boyfriend. But he came with me even he didn't like car things. He came because he care about me, because he will never let me down. I don't want to make bad things. But really Seb, I will never forget you' and Y/N left the garage.

She is walking trough the stand, taking her way to the bar to meet him. She realizes that her life is not what she wants, she realize that she would like find someone to replace him. And she have to say the true, she doesn't want to live this life she doesn't want to live this lie.
When she looks after him in the bar she saw him with a brown and tall girl. 'Good morning, I am so sorry but I have to speak to you now, it is not a really polite way to introduce me but I have to' she speedy says to the girl and her friend. He looks at her with a disappointing face 'what's wrong ? Did you cry ?' He asks her. 'yeah, it's a long story. But you will probably hate me, and you're right. I have to go, I can't be the girl you need.'
He frowned and the girl come to meet them 'I am Mary, Charles' girlfriend nice to meet you. You're his friend no ?' The lovely girl says.
'Yes I am, and I have to go. That was a pleasure.' She smiled at the girl. Charles look upset and she continued 'By the way Charles, stop giving wrong signals to women. Or don't hide you're real life, make a choice. I have make mine.'

Her heart is now beating really fast, she is drying her tears and go back to Seb. Why did she wait so long ? Why did he not tell her things sooner ? There are so many questions in her head. She is standing in front of the Redbull garage, when someone tell her name 'Y/N, he is waiting for you, just come please'.
She saw Seb with his Redbull cap, and a bangle on his hand. She has the same, a bangle with the number 5 on it the one she gave him 4 years later.

'I always have this one with me in race day, I saw it on your wrist later.' Seb says and shyly smiled. He opens his arm, and she jumped inside.

'Please, don't let me down again. I will always be by your side.' And he replied 'I love you more than everything my little driver girl, i will never make the same mistake again. Let's have a fresh start. I want you every day in my entire life'