Formula one shots [Requests Closed]

Marcus ericsson - you driving me mad part 2

Everyday you though about it, very freaking day since now 6 month. You remembered his lips on yours for the last time, you remember his way of hugging you and wrap his hands around you. Since 6 month no news, you used to watch formula one and you still do it. You used to watch formula one but now you're only focus on one car and it is not the same thing anymore. The season is now over you could at least try to forget him, but in March you will saw his face almost every week on TV.
Today is a casual winter day and it's your day off, it is snowing outside and you dreamed all week about a hot chocolate in your sofa with a good book. Your heart injury started to get better day after day but it's still awkward sometimes. Like today, you know it he was home. Your friend saw him yesterday, they didn't speak a lot you just know that he is here. Sometimes you want to take your phone and send him a text, but you're too proud. And he didn't answer before, why now ? So you drop the idea and move on.

Almost one hour after you looked a your phone, when you saw his name on it you start to shiver and your breath is not regular. From Marcus : 'Hello Y/N, I am in town. I am wondering if we can do something together. Would you like to drink something or Idk.. I miss you.' Tears appeared on your face, you're still vulnerable, you still love him. You don't know what you should reply, but you let your heart spoke instead of you. 'Hello Marcus, could be great. But you know it, I don't want to drive with snow... If you don't mind you can come at my place in one hour ? Same address. See you soon'

You throw you pillow away and stood up, one hour. You have to be more presentable, you're in legging with an oversize t shirt, a bun and a tired face. You took quickly a shower, washed your hair and grab a white blouse with a black slim Jean. That will be enough. You're nervous, you are scared to see him again. You don't want to to cry, you don't want to seem lost without him. You heard someone knock on the door and when you looked at your phone you saw a text from him saying that he will leave this house soon.

You opened the door and saw his beautiful and lovely face in front of you. It is cold outside and the ground is white, his blue eyes are highlight by the weather and his blond hair are hidden by a cap. You don't know how to say him hello, you used to kiss him but you don't have to do this anymore. Marcus smiled when he saw you, he softly and delicately kissed your cheek and put his hand on your hips.

Marcus walked into your house, remove his cap and his coat took a deep breath and looked at you. You haven't see him like this before, it's not the man you knew he looks different. Marcus took a step towards you and grab your hand 'Y/N listen ... I am here for one and only thing.' And he stopped, you frowned and look at him. You tried to remove your hands from his but he hold it harder and continued 'I can't, it's too hard. I still love you, I missed you and I screwed up for real. I am such an idiot, I love you Y/N I can't be without you. Since the last time I am thinking of you, every day every minute. Please come back. Be my girlfriend.'
Tears appears on your face, you swear to yourself to not cry today. 'I can't Marcus, you said that because it's the off season and you're here. But in March when you will drive again that will be the same thing. I still love you too but please don't make things more complicated than they are Marcus.' And you took a step back. 'Do you want to drink something?' You politely ask trying to avoid the subject. You go to the fridge and take some milk to make you a hot chocolate. It's what you did when you're upset, you start to do stupid things which made your mind busy.

Marcus came to you looked at his feet and put his hand on your waist 'And if you come with me?' He asked you. 'At every race ? And my job ? I can't Marcus it's a huge decision, and if that doesn't work I will be alone, without work and without house.'
His hands moved to your cheek and his eyes are brighter than ever 'I promise you, I will never let you down. Forgive me Y/N please. Come with me share the biggest part of my life.'
You slowly put your arm through his neck and let your hand fall on his shoulder. Marcus hugged you, your bodies touched and he mumbled in your hear 'I love you, I can't move on without you. Please come with me honey.' Your face are now closer than ever when you replied 'I will think about it' your lips barely touched his. Marcus run his hand through your wavy and messy hair like he used to do and catch your lips. Memories come back, your body will never forget him. You remember each part of him and you can't forget how his kiss are passionate. You shyly smile against his lips 'I was waiting for that since so long now...'

Hello sweeties :) the original request was from @frutrar and then @pridelumos asked me for a part II, I had something in my mind so this is an extra one shot ! Thanks for reading and all your comments and vote. You made my days ❤️