TFP: Optimus x Human!Reader One shots

Guilt sick

How do you deal with guilty feelings?

Because (Y/N) don't know how.
(Y/N) had a argument with her best friend in school for some reason and she felt Guilt. So Painful it hurts her chest.

She came home to the Autobot base with a Painful and sick face.

Optimus was surprised and curious why she had such a face and before he could ask, she ran to her room. the next thing he heard was sobbing. as much as he want to go min and comfort her, he is way bigger than the door itself.

So being Optimus He waited until she came out.
well, until he had to go to a mission quickly.

The next day (Y/N) didn't came out of her room so Optimus gently knocked on her door with his digit and waited for her to answer.
She opened the door with red eyes and broken tearful wet face.

"(Y/N) are you alright?" Optimus asked worriedly, as (Y/N) shook her head. "No... I don't feel well.. so I'm not going to school.." Before Optimus can open his mouth She closed her door.

After that, in the afternoon, Optimus asked Ratched if the Shrink ray he built is still working so he can check on (Y/N). She didn't came out once, and he worries she don't stay healthy.

After Ratched successfully shrinked Optimus into a Much taller than any human tho.
But now he knocked on her door and opened it.

(Y/N) room was decorated with decorating lights near her bed and her desk.
it's nice to finally see it with his own Optics.

When optimus closed the door behind him he noticed (Y/N) curled up in a ball and dirty tissues everywhere near her thrown here and there. He walked over to her bed and sat down at the edge of it to look at her. She seem to be sleeping yet the tears that flowing in her eyes says otherwise.

Optimus Frowned and started stroking her warm cheek, that made her open her tearfilled red eyes. "W-Wha-? Optimus What are you-?" "I came to check on you." (Y/N) looked away and hugged her pillow. "It wasn't necessary.." she mumbled then sighed, that looked painful.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" Optimus gently tried t comfort her more stroking her arm instead of her cheeks.

(Y/N) didn't said anything for a while then her tears started to flow more and she started sobbing and throw herself against Optimus. He was surprised but pulled her on his lap and hugger her until she stopped crying. he even rocked her left and right to calm her.

After some time, (Y/N) finally  explained what she feels. Optimus still learn more of this feelings so he tried to image it, but it's all writen on her face.

She's Guilt sick. Meaning she feels so guilty that she feel like she's sick. she can't breath normally and sometimes she forgets how to breath. Her Tears Flow on like a forever waterfall.
Optimus somehow understand her.

She told him that she don't want to go to school because she feels more guilty and trapped that she don't even dare to talk. It's painful. Her Best friend ignoring her is Hurting this so much she broke down crying.

Optimus held her and started to speak in Cybertronian as she like it. He did that until he saw she is fully sleeping.

Optimus really want to know how he can help, but he don't know it himself. What is the Right thing to do?

He only know that she needs him now, and he layed down on her comfy bed and held her close. Making sure she knows he's there for her.

and he will help her. in anyway he can.

"Rest well, Sweetspark" He whispered kissing her forehead.

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To be Continues...