Just another lonely girl

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I walked inside the school but the guard stopped me before I could proceed to walk. The guard asked where my ID is.

"I broke it po" Yung sira na hindi na maayos.

I looked around to see if there's someone behind me, fortunately there's none.

Most of the students here prefer to be late or almost late even if the principal is already warning them. Why? Because school sucks.

I got inside the school building and walked upstairs, I stopped when I reached the 4th floor. I went to my classroom.

I didn't bother to look around and just went straight to my assigned seat. Bato ng bag sa sahig at ibaon ang mukha sa mesa. I always start my day like this.

I heard someone walking towards me and thats probably my friends, Lyvie and Jiane.

I tried to ignore them but I just can't resist my friends.

"Alam mo ba yung nangyare kahapon hahahah" We started to talk about things that happened yesterday, pretty usual stuff.

I have other friends too, they're Rainer, Zill, and JB. When they got to school we all gathered at the back and talk about what is happening to our lives, future plans.

To be honest, the only thing that spice up my life is my friends. The rest is just empty, plain, boring life.

Our teacher arrived so bumalik na kami sa seats namin. The first subject started but nothing really interesting happened.

Except the fact that all of us are exchanging glances.

"You may now take your break" Our teacher announced

That is probably the nicest thing I've heard this day. My mind is so gonna explode any seconds now.

My classmates started to talk to each other and went to our cafeteria but I stayed in my seat.

I'm currently saving my allowance to buy other food outside the cafeteria. Pauulit ulit nalang kasi yung pagkain and nakakasawa.

Yung sa sobrang sawa mo, ayaw mo nang balikan pa.

Parang buhay lang right? Minsan nakakasawa and we wanted to escape from it. But we know that we can't.

I just stared blankly into my notebook, until a hand appeared and disappeared all over and over again.

Ano yun? Umalis na nga babalik pa?

Then I realized that it was just Lyvie and Jiane.

"Lalim ata ng iniisip mo ah?"

"Anyways, tara na nga! Nagpapasama sila sa cafeteria eh" aya nila kaya masaya akong sumama sa kanila

Let me correct that, mukhang masaya lang pala.

Kelan ba ako naging tunay na masaya? Probably nung wala pa akong kaalam alam sa tinatawag nilang 'step-father'.

"Kaya mo yun, di ka kumakain ng BF tapos di ka pa kumakain dito?"

"BF?!" Gulat kong tanong

"Haha! Breakfast kasi yun" Natatawang sagot nila

Napatahimik nalang ako at hinintay sila matapos bumili ng pagkain.

Bf? The literal meaning "Boyfriend". That's something that is talked about alot. Something that almost everyone have.

Yung mga wattpad stories to real life. Yung mala-fairy tale love story. It really doesn't make sense because I know that it doesn't exist anymore.