Just another lonely girl

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Lumipas ang mga araw at finally, today is the day we'll have our most awaited roadtrip.

"Hoy babae, 30 minutes nalang dadating na yung sundo niyo!"

"Ehhhh!"

"Paiwan ka nalang?" Masungit na sabi ni mama.

I got no choice but to shower for atleast 5-7 minutes and get ready.

After a quick shower. I took my clothes and put it on. Its a simple black marbled Tshirt and leggings. My mom grab my pillow and give it me so I can rest at the van.

After 5 minutes, the van showed up, and the driver assisted me putting my large backpack in one of the seats in the car and by saying driver, its Dariz. I took my other backpack with me since it is stored with snacks.

All of them are already there.
The only spot available was the one beside Lyvie at the back. Well the van is Hiace I think. Dariz is obviously at the driver seat, beside him is Rainer. Behind them is the bags and the things. Behind that is JB and Zill. Behind them is Jiane, and us Lyvie at the back.

"Hahah so guys, lets enjoy our 3 days together!" Rainer said to us.

"Wooo!" Sigawan naming lahat

"Quiet nga!" Sigaw naman ni Zill na to. Naglalaro kasi sila ni Jv. Psp yata. Anime game siya. I'm quite interested but I guess makikinig nalang muna ako sandali ng music na nanggagaling sa radio ng van

Bigla nalamang nawala ang music at nagtanong si Rainer.

"Guys what do you think of love?" Tanong ni Rainer

"For me, love can be heaven but also can be your hell." Jiane said

"How bout you Kari?" They asked

"Love is like a game. Kapag di mo inayos ang paglalaro ay magagame over ka agad." I answered

"Lyvie?" I said passing the question

"Hmm...love is like other otome dating games, its up to your decisions what your ending will be. Good ending or bad ending" she said. I completely agree with her.

"Ikaw Jay?" Lyvie passed the question.

"Love is a human emotion, a strong desire whatever, ehhh I don't have my dictionary"

"What time will we get there ba?!" Iritang tanong ni Jiane

"Chill. Learn to wait." Sabi ko

"Uhm about 1 and 30 minutes pa" Rainer said

"Want some music guys?" Dariz asked

"Wait, we actually have a list of songs" sabi ni Lyvie at inabot kay Rainer ang listahan ng mga songs na ginagawa nila.

Biglang nagplay ang Bohemian Rhapsody at wala namang umangal

Tumihimik ang buong van dahil sa tugtog.

I stared at the window hoping for something...hoping for nothing really...Bakit pa ba ako umaasa sa wala?

Bakit ba tayo umaasa kahit alam nating wala namang mangyayare? Bakit kahit alam nating wala, pinipilit parin natin?

Parang sa jeep yan eh, minsan kahit alam na nga ng jeepney driver na puno na, pinapasakay ka pa. Kaya heto ka pinagpipilitan mo ang sarili mo kaya lalo ka lang maiipit at masasaktan.

Kaya kahit kelan, wag na wag natin ipagpilitan ang sarili natin. Kasi sa huli, ikaw lang rin yung masasaktan.

Okay...bakit ako humuhugot?

Nakita ko si Jiane na iniistalk na naman ang kanyang "love rival" sa kanyang crush sa facebook

Halos nanginginig na nga sa galit si Jiane, makita lang ang babae.