Sometimes I feel like my life is crumbling down and tearing me into pieces but what can I do? Thats life.
We can control what we will do but we don't know what will exactly happen next. Thats life.
Sinuot ko ang red kong jacket at pantalon ko. Re-enrollment ngayon and I have to go to our school if I still want to study there.
Kasama ko si Lyvie papunta sa school at nang makarating kami dun ay mahaba ang pila sa office.
Pero hindi naman kami nabored at nainip dahil nagkwekwentuhan kaming dalawa.
"Ewan ko lang...I just don't feel happy, I'm not sad but I don't feel contented" Lyvie said
"Do you feel empty?" I asked
"We're all empty Kari. We're just filling the void in our hearts but there will always be that empty hole in us" Lyvie said
"And we can fill that void up until we don't feel the emptiness anymore" I said
"But I just cannot fill that up to that point" Lyvie said
"Why?" I asked
"You know my freedom is limited. I'm sick of it and I don't know anymore. I just wanted to do things without thinking about the time or just enjoy without thinking too much"
"One day, you'll finally have freedom. Just wait for it Ly"
"I hope so."
"Eh ikaw? Kamusta ka? With your parents and all?" She asked
"I mean...its not that bad anymore. May times pa rin na nagaaway kami but kahit naman anong gawin ko, kahit magalit ako kay mama ng sobra, sa huli rin naman hindi ko siya matitiis eh. I love her even if she hurts me, I love my mom even though she made me like this. I wouldn't be here without her and I wouldn't meet you guys if I wasn't alive" I said
"Wow thats so sweet..."
"Hahahah pwede na ba ako maging candy?"
"Hahaha! Naman!"
"By the way, may kikwento ako sayo" sabi ko kay Lyvie
"Tungkol san?" She asked
"Yung sa kapatid si Dariz. I found something" sabi ko
"Ano?"
"I was looking through my stuff and then I saw a love letter made by his brother. It was for me and back then I thought it was just a joke but when I talked to Dariz yesterday, he told me that there's a paper with my name in it, clamped in his brother's notebook. What do you think?" Sabi ko kay Lyvie
She stayed quiet and she looked like she's thinking about it.
"Then maybe his brother likes you. Given that there's a love letter and that he wrote your name" she said
"Look at this" sabi ko at pinakita sa kanya ang picture ng letter na iyon
"Its kinda weird because thats not how a usual love letter goes. Usually you tell them your admiration. Yes he stated that he liked me but why would he add the part where someone is not letting him to come near me?" I asked
"Maybe that was the time where kayo pa ni Mycen? And Mycen is the one who's keeping him away?" She suggested
"But that was given to me before I even met Mycen. Its just weird you know?" Sabi ko naman
"I don't know. Why don't you find more or ask Jiane about it" sabi ni Lyvie
"You think so?"
"I don't know Kari, its up to you, basta kahit anong gawin mo suportado ka ni mayor!" Sabi niya kaya naman natawa ako sa kanya
BINABASA MO ANG
Just another lonely girl
Novela JuvenilEverything is broken in her life, broken family, broken friendships and broken relationships. There were also betrayal and loyalty. People come and go in her life and her world crushes everytime she remembers things that happened in her life She's f...
