Did She Make It To The Emergency Room ? ( Chris Motionless Fan Fiction)

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I was tying up my black Doc Martins.
I stood up and looked at myself in the full length mirror.
I had my "plugs not drugs" t-shirt on tucked into my flowing knee length Black skirt & black stockings. I looked pale but when did I not ? "BLAAAAZE , YOU READY YET !?" Lylth yelled from her room down the hall. "PRETTY MUCH !" I yelled back. I grabbed my phone, wallet, earphones, lip Balm, mints & my bottle of water & chucked them in my bag just as Lylth leant against my door frame. "Can we leave now ?" She asked sighing. "Yea but can I drive ?" I asked. "Sure" she said happily, chucking me the keys. We hoped in our car & Lylth put in a Five Finger Death Punch cd. Not too loud but loud enough for both of us too keep quite. Into the middle of the third song Lylth turned it down.

"You know he's been asking about you ?" She said lightly. "Who ?" I asked. "Don't bullshit me, you know who Im talking about, Chris." She rolled her eyes. "And ?" I asked. She sighed. "Next left here" she said a couple seconds later. Lylth's phone starting ringing with a song I was unfamiliar with. Hmmm strange. "Yeah ?- We're nearly there haha- Okay see you soon..- You too" & that was it, I assumed it was Balz.

"Okay next right & then about half way up, number 34." She said nodding up a bit further where the next right was. We pulled up and I gave Lylth the keys. I fixed my clothing & shut the car door. I heard the front door of the house open and the whole band walk out. I was kinda taken back a bit so I stayed near the car while they all talked and said hello. Ricky walked up and stood beside me. "Watching from a far I see ?" He nodded his head slowly. "No, just a bit overwhelmed I guess" I smiled, looking down at my shoes. "No need to be, we don't bite... If your nice" he joked, I laughed. "C'mon" he said nodding his head over to the group, I followed him. After being introduced with everyone we went inside, where Lylth ditched me completely for Balz. Wow thanks 'sis'. I pulled my phone out & checked the time. 11:23. Yay.

I hadn't realised until his leg brushed against mine but Chris had come & sat next to me.
"How are you feeling today ?" He asked politely. I got this feeling with Chris, that he knew that my throwing up at the show wasn't just a one off thing but then I came to my senses. How would he know ? "Better, Thanks. How are you ?" I asked. He turned to face me more. "I'm good, are you sure your alright ?" He questioned. "You look a little pale" he frowned. I looked down so my hair covered my face from Chris. "I'm fine." I whispered. "I'm here if you need me" he whispered, placing his hand on my Knee then getting up and walking away. Devin or 'Ghost' whichever you like, Came and sat next to me. He smiled softly at me & I felt...strangely comfortable. "Hey" I smiled scooting closer so we could have a conversation. "Hi, uhm Blaze right ?" He asked. "Yea & your, which do you prefer Devin or Ghost ?" I laughed a little. "Which ever you prefer really" he shrugged. "I like ghost because it suits you and it's like...cool but I don't know" I sighed. He laughed then leant over and whispered to me. "I prefer ghost" & leant back. I laughed "Okay, Ghost-" I said emphasising 'ghost'. "-How are you ?" I asked.

"Honestly ?" He asked I shook my head yes. "A little overwhelmed & tired but happy" he said looking off at the rest of the Band and Lylth. "Me too" I sighed. "We could go into the other room and watch a movie if you'd like ?" He asked. "I'd like that, yes please." I smiled and He grabbed my hand, helping me off the couch.
We walked into the other room the had a TV in it & Ghost motioned to a massive cupboard full of DVD's. "Choose one" he said smiling and turning the TV on and everything.I looked though the many movies... oh.

I pulled it out of its spot and handed it to ghost who was kneeling beside the DVD player.
He smiled up at me. "This ? You sure !?" I nodded my head yes. We turned out the lights and sat on each end of the smaller couch comfortably. The beginning credits began and I smiled. I haven't seen this movies in ages but I think it would have to be one of my favourites for sure. I heard footsteps behind us. "Nemo !? Really Blaze !?" Lylth asked. "It's a good movie !" I protested. "Yea for a 4 year old" she mumbled. "Hey ! I heard that !" I said. "Don't care !" She sung. Her and the rest of the boys sat down anyways. I shivered a little and Ghost chucked a rug over me. "Thanks" I whispered. I laid down a bit to be more comfortable.

I must of fallen asleep because I woke up and yawned. I opened my eyes and all the boys were looking at me sadly. Lylth was sitting in front of all the boys on the wooden coffee table as if she was telling them something important and wanted there attention. Oh god no. She looked over at me and smiled sadly. I stood up quickly, causing me nausea but I ignored it. "HOW COULD YOU !" I shouted. She looked down into her lap. "THIS WAS MEANT TO BE MY DECISION TO TELL THEM LYLITH !" I shouted more. Chris stood up but I death glared him and he slowly sat down again.

"it's MY DISEASE ! I HAVE IT ! MINE NOT YOURS ! I GET TO DECIDE WHO KNOWS OR NOT !"
I shouted. I grabbed my bag and walked out the door. I didn't have the keys to the car & I knew that.
I went for a walk, which with feeling nauseous was stupid but I sipped my water and took deep breathes.

I had no clue where I was going but right now I didn't care. "Fuck you & your stupid disease" I mumbled at myself... "You know it's not your fault" I nearly jumped out of my skin. I looked behind me & Ghost was there smiling. I went to say something but he came up to me. "Don't yell at me, I followed you on my own terms no one told me to & I don't think any differently about you because of your disease." He seemed genuine. "Thank you" I smiled and continued walking, ghost by my side. People's views on me when they find out about my disease always change. They treat me as if I'm a fragile infant ! IM 22 FOR GODS SAKE !

"You know your gunna get really tired and stuff" Ghost mumbled, kick an absent rock across the path. "What are you talking about ?" I asked He went to speak but I did first. "I already am" I sighed.
He grabbed my hand and turned me around. "I don't want to go back to them" I whispered.
"Okay well I'll go back & get my car then drive you home, how does that sound ?" He asked.
I nodded my head. "Thank you" I whispered and Ghost started a slow jog back.
We'd been gone, 20 minutes tops, but we dawdled very slowly so jogging would only take 8-9 minutes tops. I sat down because my head started spinning a bit.
A car pulled up and ghost hoped out, he picked me up and placed me in the passenger seat.
"Thank you" I mumbled. and that's the last thing I remember.

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