Did She Make It To The Emergency Room ? ( Chris Motionless Fan Fiction)

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"Blaze..." I was being shaken. "Blaze.." *shake* "Bla-" "Shove off." I groaned rolling over, burying myself into my blankets more. "Blaze, it's Ghost." I bolted up staring away. He looked at me sadly. "Chris...he uhm...told me." He said scratching his neck. I groaned. "I like him Ghost." I said laying back down. He sighed. "Lay with me ?" I asked patting the bed. He removed his shoes and got under the blankets with me, pulling me into the crook of his arm. "He likes you too so wh-" "I might die." I mumbled. I'd never told anyone about my "Rules" or anything. I'd made them up when I was 18, a couple months after I was diagnosed.

"Huh ? Explain to me" he said. "Rule 4. Have as less friends and relationships as possible. Because if I die, it's less people to hurt" I said. "Blaze, that's stupid, you & I both know that, you should enjoy your life and not let this hold you back" he said squeezing me a tad. "I'm hungry" I said, ignoring our topic completely. "It's nearly midnight Blaze" he sighed. "Take me somewhere, I don't wanna mope any longer." "Get dressed, We can go somewhere." he sighed. I cheered and grabbed My Plain black long sleeved shirt, which I realised didn't cover much of my chest, a bra, my grey skinnies and a black Beanie. It took me about 10 minutes to get dressed, wipe my makeup off, change my piercings, my septum was now black with spiked ends and my lip a dark purple ring. I only put on eyeliner top & bottom before brushing my teeth from this disgusting taste and going back into my room from my joined bathroom.Ghost was on my phone when I came out and I nearly killed him.

"NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO !"

I shouted, jumping over the edge of my bed and leaping for my phone. "Somehow I found a way to get lost in you Let me inside, let me get lost to you, change your mind I'll get lost if you want me too. Somehow I felt away to get lost in you, a way to get close to you, somehow I found a way to get lost in you. A way to get lost in you." Ghost read out loud holding my phone away from me. "I hate you." I huffed sitting back against my bed head and resting my head on my knees. "Did you write that ?"I nodded my head slightly. "Its good." He smiled before handing me my phone back. "I swear to god Devin if you tell anyone about anything you saw on my phone I'll cut off your fucking mouth" I warned. He put his hand up, "wow sorry I didn't realise your phone was such a sacred thing" he said. "Can we go now please ?" I asked. "Of course my lovely best friend" he smiled grabbing my hand and pulling me up, not letting go. "Mum I'm going out to get food with Ghost" I said to her in the living room where she was reading a book. "Be safe !" She called back. I don't normally keep junk food down, let's hope this time.

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"So where are we going now" I was currently in the front seat holding 2 bags of food & 2 drinks from McDonalds. "Lake." Ghost smiled. I'd never been to a lake here. Huh... We pulled up at a dirt track surrounded my a bunch of swinging trees with swamp like leafy covered vines. Ghost took a bag & his drink & pulled a flashlight from under his seat. "You're the first person I've taken here." he said turning the car lights off and turning the flashlight on. The light lit up a gap in the trees I could see which I soon discovered was a path. It was so quiet, that's when I realised I could here running water. "I've got a little place I like sitting under the trees and just watching and thinking and I don't know you probably think it's stupid." He said coughing awkwardly. "No I love it !" I protested. "So do I." he smiled. We ate in silence under a tree which covered around its trunk with long hanging bush vines, from the outside we were probably hidden. I pulled my hoodie on eventually because it got somewhat cooler, sitting against the tree with ghost beside me, just talking about pointless things and old memories, it was nice, I'd never done something like this with someone before. "I know what happened." Ghost said after a few minutes of silence. "I saw Chris run in and I went after him & when I came out, you were gone." he said sadly. I sighed and was about to say something before Ghost continued. "I know, I know, you don't wanna talk about it and all that but I just want to say is your going to have to deal with it soon, I'm not pushing you but Chris thinks it's going to ruin everything, but in reality it's just...you, not being mean or anything but well it the disea-" "Don't say it, I know. Just please not now" I cut in, laying my head on his shoulder he put his arm around me.

We sat there in silence before soon enough i'd fallen asleep.

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The song Blaze 'wrote' was Lost In You by Three Days Grace, all rights to the song go to them but I recommend you listen to it <3

~ MotionlessInTaz x