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I woke up in the rocking chair that I must of fallen asleep in, a furry pullover blanket had been draped around me. I checked the time in the clock in the room. 2:30am. Yay. I quietly got up from the chairs and tip toed into my room. I grabbed my phone, laptop and earphones and sat on Chris' bed. I checked my phone to see I had a message from Chris.
'Text me when you wake up, I have a question. I miss you x'
I replied telling him I was awake and within seconds my Skype started ringing. "Hi." I whispered to the screen, which had Chris' smiling face on it. He didn't say anything, just kept smiling like crazy. "So... The question !" I laughed quietly. "Oh yeah right-" I winced in pain and Chris freaked. "Are you okay ? What's wrong !? What's happening ?" He asked panicked. "She's kicking my side." I laughed placing my hand on my stomach. Chris watched me the whole time, smiling. "Okay so I was going to ask you... Well not really just make it official, y'know for you to move in, and move all your stuff in and everything in time for the baby." He mumbled. The Skype cut out before I could answer, When I tired to call back it went straight to disconnected.
'We hit a bad spot, Wi-fi is horrible on the road, ugh.' I received from Chris.
'Id love to move in.' I sent back.
'Good, I have to go now, I love you xx' was his reply. I sighed throwing my phone down onto the bed. I pulled open my laptop and typed in YouTube, I watched youtubers and live performances until 5am when a tired looking Lyl walked in the room and lied down next to me, I'd just put my laptop away and laid back down as she came through the door. "Bad nightmare." She sniffed, she'd been crying. "Sing to me ?" She buried her back into my chest. This rarely happened anymore. A lot more when we were kids this would happen, nightmares about stuff like her abusive foster parents or just general nightmares.
"So goodnight moon and goodnight you. When you're all that I think about. How'd I ever breathe without a goodnight kiss form goodnight you. The kind of hope they all talk about. The kind of feeling we all sing about. Sit in our bedroom and read aloud like a passage from goodnight moon." I sung, slowly getting more quite as I felt Lyl's body become less tense and then her whole body relax not long afterwards and I knew she was asleep. Goodnight Moon by Go Radio always put her to sleep, but only when I sung it.
My thoughts were racing.
The worse thing about missing your partner isn't the sex or anything. It's the little things you miss. Their laugh. Their jokes. The way he ran his hand through his hair. The way Chris was always smiling when he woke up next to me, waking up to my face. I made a list in my head about everything I missed about Chris.
I opened my notes in my phone and started typing.

'Hap•i•ness
The state of being happy.
I never thought humans, something I despise of most. They've cause so many problems, they are so disgusting. And I'm one. But I never thought one, just one out of billions, would make me this happy.
You were the oxygen to my lungs.
The blood to my veins.
And when you leave... Air becomes thinner... I start losing blood.
God I fucking love you.'

I locked my phone just as Lyl started to stir again. "Shhhh baby girl, shh." I soothed her, running my hand through her hair lightly, her body relaxed and she went back to sleep.

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"Pssst... Blaze ." I felt someone poking my cheek. "It's midday and well... The boys are on Skype downstairs." She smiled. I sat up and smirked at her, "trick em again ?" I asked. She nodded walking downstairs, me following behind. "Sorry guys, she's still asleep... Y'know pregnant and all." She laughed. I heard a smash and then a slam from the other end. "Sorry about him... He's a bit-" Ange started to say. "Angry ?" Ricky said. "Moody." Josh added. "Worried." Devin sighed. I nearly broke into tears, I had to cover my mouth to stop it from escaping. Lyl looked up at me desperately. I sighed and walked into the view of the camera. Everyone gasped, but they weren't looking at my face. My decent sized, bulging belly seemed to be the centre of attention. "Oh Blaze." Ricky said, a huge smile on his face. "Hope you guys don't mind, I'm going to call him." I nodded my head, walking out of the room. The phone rang... And rang... And rang. No answer. I'd left quite an angry array of words for him to listen to. I couldn't believe he wouldn't pick up !!!! I got so angry I punched the wall. Outside. How stupid could I be. "LYLITH !" I cried out, hugging my arm to my chest. "What's wrong !?" She rushed to my aid. She looked at me cradling my arm and her eyes widened. I looked down at my hand and saw multiple things, blood from the graze that was now across my knuckles and swelling and bruising around that. "Hospital." She nodded. She rushed back inside and said she had to urgently go to the hospital everyone started shouting but she ended the call. My phone instantly started going off, I left it on the lounge as Lyl grabbed the keys and opened the door for me.

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"He didn't pick up did he ?" Lyl whispered. I was currently sitting outside the X-ray room, they had just X-rayed my hand and were about to tell me what I've done to it. "No." I snapped, crossing my arms. "Okay uh Blaze-" of course my doctor had gotten here as soon as she heard I was here, she's always called me by my first name. "- it seems that you've fractured your wrist." She sighed. "You'll have to get a cast and I've gotten them to prescribe you some medication that will not affect the baby, stress relief and pain medication." She smiled and left the room.

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Arriving home was the worst of all. The stupid dark blue cast not only was heavy, but itchy. And when we arrived home, the home phone has about 10 missed calls and Lyl and my phone nearly double the amount on each. What shocked me was a message from Rick, a video attached, it looked like he was lying on his bunk. The video only had "They love you more than you think..." Attached in the bubble below. I clicked on the video.
"I SWEAR TO GOD IF ONE OF THEM DONT ANSWER THEIR PHONE SOON IM- IM... UGGGH !" I saw Ryan yell pulling at his hair. "I know the feeling." Ange mumbled, he looked like he was on the breach of a panic attack, biting his fingers, knees hugged up to his chest and slightly rocking back and forth. Next came Ghost and Josh, from the "kitchen" area. "Josh I've been neglecting her so much with this whole Kylie thing, I didn't even realise it till now, how I wish I had talked to her more over the last few weeks and I can't..." He nearly sobbed, Josh pulled the taller man into his chest. Balz always was the protector of the group. But I could see the worry in his face. Last but not least Chris came barging out of the bathroom on the bus, looking like he'd just thrown up. "She still isn't answering." I heard Ricky, Chris looked over in the general area of where Ricky and him recording but never looking directly in the lense, he must have it well hidden. "I can't believe I blew up like that Rick AND she saw me do it... I-I-I need to fly home. We aren't that long away I mean we've nearly made the loop back to Scranton. I-I'm booking a plane ticket." Chris said pulling out his phone.
I shut the video of straight away and looked at when it was sent. 3 hours ago. Oh fuck. I rang Chris, phone turned off. Ange, nothing. Ryan nothing, Rick nothing. WHY DID THEY ALL HAVE THEIR PHONES OFF... Oh god no ! Before I could do anything their was a knock at the door.

Please no.

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Ohhhhhhhhhh cliffhanger !

I know this is a really short chapter but I wanted to atleast upload something before Christmas.

Do you this the knock at the door is the rest of the boys ?

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- MotionlessInTaz <3

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