Did She Make It To The Emergency Room ? ( Chris Motionless Fan Fiction)

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"BUT SOON THE BEAUTY HAS BECOME THE FUCKING BEAST !"I heard. The song soon finished and I opened my eyes. What the fuck ? I got up and looked down at the clothes I was wearing... Why was I... Oh Chris.

Shit.
Fuck.
Oh god no...
Wow how embarrassing.

I heard soft muffled talking than a guitar strum and a few drum hits. The others must be here practising. The beginning of Abigail started and I opened the door to my left of the bed. A bathroom, I went in and fixed my smudged make-up, wiping the smudged bits and evening it out. I went to the toilet washed my hands and walked back into the room.I hadn't relised the music had stopped until i walked back into Chris's room & all the guys were on the bed posing. I burst out laughing but then started coughing, Ricky rushed over and started patting my back. "Thank you." I coughed out. "Anytime." he smiled walking and leaning against the bed post.

I went and sat next to Ghost & he chucked his arm over my shoulders. Chris looked at us weird. "You guys ?" Balz directed at me & Ghost.

"Mmhm ?" "Yeah ?" We said at the same time. "Are you two like... A thing." Balz asked.

We both at the exact time started laughing. "N-no n-no G-ghosts-" I couldn't get the rest out from laughing. I caught my breathe and finished. "-He's like the guy/brother/best friend I've always wanted but never had." I smiled up at him. "And she's like the little sister I never really wanted but the best friend I always have !" he joked. He squeezed his arm around me tighter & smiled down at me. Chris got up and left and Ricky Burst out laughing. "What ?" I asked along with all the guys, dumbfounded faces. Ricky sat on the bed so we were all facing him.

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I blushed when he'd mentioned the part about me saying Chris had sexy hips and some of the guys nudged me. Balz left to go hang out with Lylth & Ricky finally said he was getting to the end.
"The look he had before Balz asked if you guys were together, was jealousy." He laughed. "Chris likes you Blaze." he smiled at me. "Ahaha funny joke guys." I said getting up angrily. I walked downstairs and no one followed me, I walked out the back, there was a small deck then a grassy small backyard. I went and sat on the deck step, before I realised Chris was sitting on the deck. He came and sat next to me & I rested my head on his shoulder. I shivered slightly and Chris wrapped his arms around me. "We should go inside, you're getting cold." he said. "I'm never aloud outside in the cold weather like this" I said ignoring him. I sighed. "I miss it, strangely." I smiled. I felt Chris nod slightly beside me. "When I was little, we had this jungle gym climb thing, it was just like a massive dome, but I loved, I fell off a few times but dad would always tell me to get back up there and then eventually I'll be able to climb to the top." I smiled. "On my 7th birthday I finally climbed to the top, I was so excited I fell off the side of the top I was standing on." Chris pulled me into him more after I shivered again. "It wasn't that big but I fell sideways, Hit my arm on it & then landed on my arm." I laughed. "I spent my 7th birthday in the hospital with a arm broken in two places." I laughed & I could feel Chris chest move from slight laughing. "Four years ago, 6 months after I had discovered you guys, the day of my 18th birthday, dad took us out for my birthday, he took us to a huge jungle gym arena, a proper one." I smiled. "I climbed to the top, I hit the button and was so happy, I had a harness on but when your "Emo" Kids don't tend to care, I was pushed off the side & hit my stomach on the metal bars, I couldn't stop throwing up and my ribs were killing me, I was taken to the hospital, 4 broken ribs. They didn't know what had caused the vomiting, normally it doesn't happen with ribs, I went through a few tests and a week later." I sighed.

"Disease ridden." I said. "Stomach Cancer, can cause death. Can sometimes be cured, not a lot of the time. It's more commonly found in men, so big shock there." I sighed. "I'm sorry." I said getting up and wiping my hands on my jeans. "This is depressing, I shouldn't be...just-yeah sorry." I dismissed, I started walking away but was grabbed at the hips and pulled back down. I looked at Chris. "I want to take you out tonight, like outside out, just the two of us." he smiled at me. I felt awkward sitting in his lap but didn't show it. "What would I tell mum ?" I said. "Just tell her that a couple of us are going to the movies and your going to spend the night because it will be too late when the movie finishes or something." he said running his thumb over my hand. "Okay, I'll go ring her." I said, sitting up. I was grabbed again but this time I hit Chris' legs harder and oh boy my stomach did not like that. I took deep breathes and calmed down. "I'm going to throw up all over you if you do that again Chris." I sighed. His eyes softened and he grabbed my cheek before crashing his lips too mine, I was shocked at first but then returned. "S-stop Chris" I said pushing him away.
He looked horrified and quickly got up, "I'm so sorry ! oh god I-I just ruined everything." he stuttered, tugging at his hair.

"No Chr-" he slammed the back door before I could get a word in, I saw him run towards the stairs and I sighed. I sat down at the edge of the grass and ran my hands through it, it's cold blades numbing my fingers. I hadn't realised I was crying until a tear hit my hand. I sat up against the deck and cried into my knees. I'm not even sure what about. I have stomach cancer. I just ruined what could of been a good friendship. Maybe even a relationship. No. Rule number 4. Keep as less people to hurt as possible. I didn't want to hurt them, what if I died !? I couldn't put Chris in that position, it'd hurt more than just being friends. I sighed and was about the get up before I felt a hand on my shoulder, I looked behind me and found Lylth, she sat down beside me and I nearly jumped into her arms, I sobbed. Like ugly, make-up smudging, horrible noises, sobbing. "Shhhhh, Blaze, it's alright." she said rubbing her hand up and down my back. I started feeling it in my stomach and ran around the corner throwing up acid like liquid. I groaned. I stopped throwing up and just ran through the house grabbing my bag and running to my car.

Please just shoot me.

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"Who's clothes are you wearing !?" Dad said quite angrily. Shit ! I forgot my clothes. "Why do they look like a males clothes !?" He said more angrily. "DAD IM 23 !" I yelled.

I was still crying but now I was starting to get angry. I ran up to my room and shoved my earphones in, Three Days Grace, Never too Late came on & I continued to cry. I cried until eventually I fell asleep.