"Fuuuuuck." I groaned. I tried to sit up but I was too sore. "B-Blaze ?" I heard from beside me. My feeling was slowly coming back to me, I could feel both my hands being held on either side of my body. The left squeezed and the right was more loose. I opened my left eye and saw Ghost. His normally pale calm face was covered in blood & tear marks. I opened both my eyes and looked to my right, seeing my mother curled up in a chair asleep. I slowly slipped my hand out and reached over for Ghost. He stood up and hugged me, tightly. "I'm sorry, It was a mistake, I didn't think about the mirror I ju-" I rushed out hugging him tightly. "Shhh, I know, I know." He soothed. I moved over on the bed and pushed down the barrier. Ghost quietly hoped on and laid on his side, arms wrapped around my torso. My best friend. Hands down, one of the best people I know. "You know I love you Ghost, I'd never intentionally hurt you like this." I said motioning to my cut and bruised body. "I know, I love you too." He smiled, I laid my head down and slowly fell asleep to his breathing.
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"WHAT is going on HERE !?!" I heard being shouted. I woke up and felt two arms tighten around my waist protectively. I looked to the door to see my dad with wide eyes. I looked down at myself and ghost, tangled, cuddling in the bed together. I saw Chris look over my dad's shoulder and his pained face, his broken hearted face. Ghost tried to explain and I saw Chris swallow before walking away. "CHRIS !" I shouted. I pulled off the wires and tubes and ran off the bed. "WHERE ARE YO-" Dad started. "FUCK OFF !" I shouted, fuck this hurt. "CHRISTOPHER THOMAS CERULLI !" I shouted, I could see his back, he turned around and looked towards where I was, I saw his face, struck with pain and heartbreak before his eyes landed on me & they widened. Fuck moving hurts. Fuck standing. Chris rushed at me and before I realised I'd even started to fall & caught me. "It wasn't what it looked like, we-" I mumbled. "Shut up." Chris said rather rudely, picking me up bridal style.
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I must of passed out again because for the THIRD fucking time I woke up in the hospital bed. "Kill me." I mumbled.
"As much as I'd like to, I'd probably go to jail." I heard from my left. "RICKY !" I shouted, sitting up quickly and leaning to hug him, I guess the cuts had all closed over because they don't hurt that much. He laughed an hugged me back. Someone awkwardly coughed from the opposite side of the bed.
"JOSHY !" I shouted, hugging him as well. He groaned at what I'm guessing was my use of the name 'joshy'. "Where are the others ?!" I smiled. Ricky looked down sadly and Josh started to awkwardly fiddle with the end of his shirt. "Ricky Olson you tell me where the others are RIGHT.NOW." I said angrily. He sighed. "They're with Ghost, making sure he's alright." He mumbled. Why wouldn't he be alright !?" I asked frantically. "Your dad hit him and he split his lip and eyebrow open." Josh laughed. "THIS IS NOT FUNNY YOU FUCK HEAD !" I said hitting his head. "Sorry." he mumbled. " When can I leave ?" I asked. "The doctors were waiting for you to be awake long enough for them to make sure your alright but every time you woke up they didn't get here in time." Ricky said. "I hate hospitals Grrr." I said. "Grrr !?" Ricky laughed. "Yes 'Grrr.' " I said sticking my tongue out at him. The door opened and a doctor walked in.
"Hello Miss." He said nodding and smiling. "Your free to go, but you must keep taking your medication, we ran some tests and realised there was none in your system." He said. Shit.
"What medication !?" Ricky asked. He'd seen me take my medication for the cancer before. fuck. "Her ant-" "Thank you doctor !" I cut him off. He smiled sadly at me and walked out. "Your what Blaze !?!" Ricky asked. "Can you get my bag from over there please Josh !?" I asked, ignoring Ricky. He grabbed my back and I pulled clothes out from out of it. I knew I had a bra & panties on so I stood up, taking the needles and various tubes off of me, I've done it enough times to know how to properally. I stood up and slowly removed the gown, it still hurt a bit. Ricky gasped and looked shocked, I followed his gaze to my stomach. "Fuck." I mumbled before chucking my oversized tee on and my pants."What was that from !?" Ricky asked. "What !?" Josh asked. "She had a ma-" "I used to self harm okay, I had a fucking ED and depression, can we jus get over it, Ricky I went off my Anti-depressants, happy now !?" I snapped, I grabbed my bag and hung it over my shoulders before walking out of the room rather angrily.
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