I'm currently upstairs in my room trying to find a cute outfit that will also make my butt look good, which I know Josh will like. I want to kiss him so bad. Things have been so rocky between us, and he probably secretly hates me now.
On another note, I wouldn't mind getting out of the house for a few hours either. Being locked in the same house all day for months is boring and Josh hardly ever takes me anywhere, except that one time when we went shopping for new clothes so I wouldn't have to wear sweatpants all the time. Since the Tyler incident I haven't been out of the house though, and I am slowly dying of boredom.
But what if he doesn't want to kiss me anymore? What if he hates me? What if I'm never allowed to leave this house again until I escape?
What if my escape plan doesn't work?
With everything that's happened recently, I don't want Josh to hate me. I decide that it's not the best time to be thinking about all this, and instead choose to blast some Fall Out Boy out of the speakers Josh gave me.
I play The Phoenix, one of my favorite Fall Out Boy songs while I look through my closet and drawers. I honestly don't know why I have this many clothes since I basically wear the same few outfits every day. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Most of my floor space is covered with clothes when I finally find a cute but casual outfit, which consists of black leggings, a white shirt, and a few other things. I try it on, do a few sets of squats, and dang these leggings look good. Now I just have to put them in a drawer until I put the first step of my escape plan into action.
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Once I safely store away the outfit, I realize that my previously clean room now looks like a war zone, and end up spending half an hour putting all the clothes back in my closet. I always did take too long to decide what to wear but hey that's okay.
While I'm putting the last of my things away, I remember my perverted neighbor from my old house. He was my next door neighbor, and somehow he was always in his yard when I was getting dressed or changing clothes, which is odd. He also had a cat that liked to sit on my fence.
I chuckle at those memories but put the thoughts about my neighbor to the back of my mind so I can finish cleaning up my mess.
Tomorrow it's time to put the first step of the escape plan into action
Authors Note Guys I am so sorry I know I once again disappeared from the face of the earth. I've finally finished and passed my math class now, thank god. I'm definitely gonna have more time to be updating now, so hopefully weekly updates will be back soon. Thank you guys for sticking with me and my crazy update schedules. How's life my friends?
