Chapter 17

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Song of the chapter: 4 years old by Chris Brown

~Austin~

I didn't care that we would be missing school, I didn't care that people were watching us leave. I needed to be with Jessica because I broke her heart. I made her so upset. I was the reason for her tears. I was going to surprise her and fly back early for her birthday but I think I'm just gonna stay all together.

"Austin you don't need to do this. I am gonna have to get used to this eventually right? If we are gonna try to make this work I need to get used to you leaving." Her words nearly broke my heart. I hated seeing her like this. It was starting to affect me and not in a good way.

"No I need to make you feel better. Just forget the trip. I'm sure there's a recording studio here in Texas right? I mean I could find one in San Antonio but if not I can always look around I mean Texas is pretty big."

"No!I can't let you do that Austin. You need to go to Miami and get a record deal and follow your dreams. It's what makes you happy and I can't stand in the way of that." She wrapped her arms around my neck and tip toed to kiss me. Her soft lips were wet from her tears and salty. I wanted to take her with me but I couldnt. it wouldn't work out if I did.

"Austin. I need-" Jessica looked at my lips then back at my eyes. Her stare grew intense and her eyes bored into mine. She slowly moved over the bed and was hovering over me. She placed a kiss on my lips and trailed them down my jawline till she reached my sweet spot. As soon as her tongue made contact with my cool skin I let out a soft moan. I pushed her chin up so she was facing me. Her eyes full of desire and I was beginning to get the hint.

"Jessica we can't right now. If we do then it will make leaving harder. I can't put you through that. Believe me I want to. I really really want to, but we can't."

She nodded in response understanding my reasoning. I was leaving tomorrow morning and I would be in Florida for
4 days. I needed her at this point but it would only make leaving her harder.

"I completely understand Austin. But promise me you won't fall for a beautiful tan blonde in Miami?"

"I could never do that. Especially when I know what I get to come home to." I placed my forehead over hers and kissed there once.

"Besides. If we wait it will only make the time together a million times better." I saw her face become extremely red and it was kind of adorable. Her blonde hair was in soft curls and fell gently over shoulders. She always looked so perfect. I could literally spend my entire day staring at her. She looked up at me with her beautiful hazel eyes sparkling. They were glossed over from crying but they held a different kind of beauty that was indescribable.

"Why are you staring at me?" Her soft voice filled my ears and snapped me out of my daze.

"I was just wondering how I got so lucky. And I really mean it. I have the most amazing girl in my arms with me right now and I don't think anyone could be happier than I am right now."

"Austin Carter Mahone. You have no idea how happy you make me. I love you with every ounce of my being and I wouldn't have it any other way." Her words brought the biggest smile to my face. She was looking up at me and smiling as I leaned in to kiss her.

I loved kissing her. I will always be amazed at how her top lip fit perfectly between mine. Her delicate hands always fit perfectly in mine. Like she was meant to be with me forever. Her face was so small but when I cupped it in my hands it was so adorable. The way she laughed would always make me smile. It was the cutest laugh that could bring a smile to anyone's face. I must have been staring for a while because Jess was calling me.

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