My personal rant book :)

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Author's note: To make a long story short, this chapter won't be funny, sarcastic, etc.. Because I'm talking about a serious topic.

You can skip this chapter if you want, but I won't be making jokes out of the subject that I'm going to talk about.

I know this will sound cheesy as hell, but if you are feeling alone, afraid of the world outside, or just paranoid or anything like that,

I just want to tell you that you're not alone!

I don't know what you'd expect from a Wattpad user who makes shitty books and this piece of garbage of course, but I am serious when I say that.

I may not be serious most of the time but if you need to talk to someone, I am always here.

And I care about YOU!

Recently I've been paranoid most of the time, and just barely leaving my dorm room.

I have to go to my classes of course, but other than that I don't think I ever get out.

I've been talking to my mum who lives in the other side of the country, and she managed to talk to her friend who's a therapist,

We talked of course, and he analyzed me based on my behavior.

Long story short I began developing signs of Agoraphobia!

If you don't know what that is it's basically fear of getting out of your house...

I've never been so devastated my whole life, when I heard that I felt as if my world was shrinking, and no one is there for me anymore..

Everyone around is just leaving and I'm here all by myself...

At the end of the day, I have to act like a grown adult and figure this and sort it out by my self.

And that's when I started having meltdowns and thinking about suicide...

But then again, why would I do that to myself?

I have everything I could possibly need,

A family who cares for me, even though they're not here with me.

An amazing scholarship to the most advanced college in this town.

I'm working on being a better person, not for anyone! But for me.

So if you felt like you don't have a clue on what to do with your life, or if you don't know what to do or if you feel lonely....

Please remember that you are NOT alone.

And if you need to talk to anyone I'm always keeping my DMs open ♥️

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Author's note: I hope that wasn't too depressing, sorry if I got too real.

Please remember that you're not alone, and YOU MATTER!

#mentalhealthday