sean lew imagines.

fame

he said fame wouldn't affect our relationship.

he said that his career wouldn't interfere with his love life.

he said that he didn't care about getting hate about us because he says that as long as he has me in his life, he'll be fine.

he didn't care what people thought about the idea of us together.

all of those were lies.

the fame got to him and he changed in a bad way.

sean lew. people always say that he looks like such a nice person and that you just NEED a friend or person in you're life like him.

he's not what he seems.

ever since he started gaining more followers and had many views on his yt videos, he thinks he's better than anyone else.

because of this he started acting like a complete jerk. deleting his photos of us on insta, thinking that it's been affecting his fame, started hanging out with famous people and may i include other girls, dropped his old friends for fake ones, and stoped talking to each and every one of them. including me.

even if we did hang out for like and hour or two, he would act as if he were in control and if i were his little puppy.

he would brag about how his life is much better hanging out with famous people and how he's glad he dropped his real friends and even dance.

he only gets fame for his looks and for his yt videos and insta pics that include lele pons, cash me outside girl, amanda cerny and shit.

it barely feels like we're together anymore.

he said he was coming over today at 5pm but it's 9:30. i've had enough.

y/n ; sean

hey sean weren't you supposed to come over today?

i'm hanging out with jake paul. can i talk to you later? i'm trying to do something but you're stupid ass is distracting me.

ouch

you know what sean? i won't disturb you at all.

ugh thank you because you're so —

we're done sean. i'm tired of your bullshit. at least i won't disturb anymore right? you won't have to deal with me anymore.

wait - wait. what?

did i stutter?

no y/n wait—

bye sean.

(end of call)

i hung up and started crying. although he was a jerk, i really missed him. the old him.

third person.

while y/n kept reminiscing the good and old times y/n and sean had together, sean was a mess.

he immediately came home after the call and cried to sleep.

he nerver understood when people say you never realize what you had until it's gone.

he finally experienced that and now gets it.

he fell asleep with a his black basic tee in which y/n had worn when she slept over.

her fragrance stuck to his shirt made him feel as if she were still here, making him miss her even more than ever.

he was going to go to her house to try to apologize but he wanted to give her some time.

sean was depressed.

he doesn't know why he's been treating her like shit and he doesn't know why he still hangs out with people who he uses for fame and they use him for fame as well.

he loves her but showing what had happened, he didn't treat her how she should be treated.

she tried all she could for this 3 year long relationship now it's his turn

he wants to make it right.

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authors note ;
shitty chapter sorry.
btw i love swan loo, i show no hate to him, this is just for the book lol.
make sure to check out my other sean lew fanfic!
kisses <3

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