sean lew imagines.

letters 2

"hey kenneth you need anything from dunkin donuts?"

"oo! i want two chocolate glazed donut and a-a oh! mango smoothie."

"fatass."

"ouch. that kinda hurt." he places his hand to his heart and acts like he's hurt.

"oh whale bye!"

as she walks in the familiar smell of coffee and donut mixed together made her feel somehow, relaxed.

after what happened about sean's last letter she just couldn't focus. she was heartbroken.

miya was a big part of her life, not to mention, she could've been her mother in law.

y/n had promised to keep in touch with the lew family but never did.

after she ordered what she wanted, she heard the christmas bells chime when someone had opened the door.

it was the middle of august but they still had those up.

she looked up to see who it was and met her eyes with a silver headed boy she recognized too much.

"sean?"

"y/n?"

she stood there in shock as all the memories with him came back to her.

just one glance at that boy and she fell in love with him all over again.

"i- um how are you sean? im guessing good."

she mentally face palms herself as she recalled last time she had heard of him was when she found out that the day they broke up was the day that his mother died.

"heading that way i guess." he rubs the back of his neck.

"order 46!"

"did you say 43?"

"yes 46!"

sean groaned in annoyance since his order is taking forever.

y/n goes to get her order when an arm pulled her back.

"wait y/n. can we talk?"

"i-i'm sorry but there's nothing to talk about."

"nothing to talking about, what are you saying?"

"that i have nothing much to say im sorry but kenneth is waiting—"

"y/n! just let me talk!"

all eyes were on the pair. sean was red as a tomato.

"fine. outside."

they both walk out in an awkward silence.

"what do you want sean."

"why'd you leave me? you never answered back after my last letter, you never bothered to come to my mothers funeral let alone bothered to ask if i were okay after the two loves of my life left me! you didn't say happy birthday, you didn't care."

sean started crying as well as y/n as she had noticed what she has done.

"i'm so sorry sean."

"are you? did you have to come all the way to la just for someone to give you a reality check? why didn't you just stay in new york?! it was better off without you here anyway!"

"you don't mean that sean"

"i sure as hell do! y/n , i thought that you were the love of my life. i thought that you were the person who i would get married to and make a family. my mom trusted you! she loved you as if she were her own! and you didn't even bother to visit her?"

"well i didn't want to see you!"

"who cares about me, cause i'm sure as hell you don't! you were supposed to take care of me in times like that and heal me again but all you did was break me."

"sean i'm-"

"do you know what my last conversation was with her?"

she didn't say anything, signaling him to keep going.

"we were talking about you. i told her about how this relationship was going to shit and that you were cheating on me and do you know what she said? that you were the one for me. that i shouldn't give up on you. that i should fly to new york to try to fix whatever we had. she trusted you y/n!"

sean broke down and sat down on the concrete hugging his knees.

"i'm sorry mom, i'm sorry, i failed you."

he felt a warm pair of arms hug him tightly.

"sean i still love you and if i could go back into time to go see her i would. i'm so sorry i don't know what i'm doing. i thought you deserved better. i don't love kenneth i love you. it's you and it always has been you." she took a shaky breath and kept going.

"do you know what miya once said to me? that when i come back to la to promise her to take care of you. i want to keep her promise if you let me."

"i'm sorry mom, i'm sorry"

"sean i'm sorry please. i love you."

sean looks up to see y/n in tears on the verge of breaking down.

he grabs her face gently and kisses her to see if they still have something.

the sparks and butterflies flew into both of their stomachs. the same feeling when they had their first kiss.

their lips moved in sync and they stopled to take a breath.

they open their eyes and smiled at each other.

"i love you y/n."

as they were having a moment her phone rang.

kenneth is calling.

"hold on a sec."

"hey y/n, where are my donuts?"

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authors note ;
kenneth ruined the moment
finally a happy ending yay.
6K OMFG I LOVE YOU GUYS.
i honestly have to words.

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