More than just friends E.G.D✅

Chapter one: Broken Heart

Authors quick note
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Omg welcome to book 2!!! I hope you guys enjoy, and remember later on in the book there will be questions like in my first book. (Like what would Sara do type of stuff) also I'm actually really excited and proud of this book I made, but then again I'm thinking about doing it into series, so should I? It would make it a little easier on me and it would make a little more sense for you guys so should I? Comment below. But yeah let's get on with the story shall we? (Also this is a short chapter, but the next chapter will be longer) Also listen to the music up top for a better experience.
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Sara's POV
Love, Hate and fear were running through my system, ever since Ethan said "I just want to stay friends" I haven't talked to him since.
Every time I look at my phone I think of the way he use to ignore me, Every time I look outside my window it reminded me of him throwing rocks at it-trying to sneak me out of the house, every time I look at my couch downstairs it just reminded me of him sitting on it, scrolling through the shows.

It seems as if Everywhere I look, I see Ethan. Who knows he's probably with his new girlfriend, Skylar. While the life as I knew it is gone and empty, it seems as if there's nothing left. Nothing.

Grayson and I still keep in touch and talk, laugh and sometimes have sleepovers when he gets drunk, But it's just not the same without Ethan.

Every now and then I'll see him around, but he's always with Skylar. His new girlfriend.

Tears rolled down my face as I thought of the good thoughts that Ethan and I had. Key word: had. I never felt this way about anyone before, for 4 months I've been doing nothing but soaking my bed with tears. How could he do this to me, to us.

I loved Ethan, I loved him with all my heart and I cared for him when nobody else would.What went wrong? What had I done? Was I not good enough? Did he not feel the same way? Was I too harsh? Was I too nice? Am I too ugly?

These thoughts went through my mind like a sword.

My head started to pound and my vision was so blurry from all the tears.

"Sara? Grayson said he'll be over soon" my mom said in the doorway.

I kept my head down. "Okay" I said as sternly as possible.

"Honey are you okay?"

"I'm fine, just leave me alone. Please?"

"Okay honey." She smiled. "Everything's going to get better, we all have to go to hell and back in order to get to heaven" she said.

I just nodded at her... statement.

I looked around my room and it was an absolute mess!

I quickly got up from my bed and threw away all the tissues and and all the half eaten sandwiches away in the trash, afterwards I made up my bed and took a quick shower.

I dried off, tied my hair in a messy bun and threw on some clothes.

I went back to my room and laid in my bed. Just thinking, not necessarily on Ethan, but just thinking.

Maybe I'm just going through a early life crisis.

Moments passed and I was ready to throw on my pajamas and call it another crappy day.

"Sara! Grayson's here!" My mom called from downstairs. I quickly ran to the bathroom and washed my face, and dried it.

I went downstairs to looking confident, that is until I saw them

Ethan and Skyler, holding hands.

I felt myself about to cry, but I held it in. I needed to stay strong in front of Ethan. Whatever I do, it all just seems to go back to Ethan and I don't know why, I try to forget about all the good and bad memories I had of him, but it's impossible. Skyler's doing a good job with him, I'm sure he doesn't need me anyways...