Trapped With Him

Chapter 32

Chapter 32

I glanced at my wrist watch. I'm sure Jesusa will be awake by now. Wala pang twenty minutes nasa condo na ulit ako. Hindi ko naman siya dapat iiwan kundi lang nagwala si Panther sa Block Box— our band studio building.

Lion gave me a call first thing in the morning. He said Panther Foresteir, his brother, went to the building looking for Rogue, who is our frat leader and also the vocalist of the Black Omega Society band. I needed to be there dahil baka magkarambulan, ako lang naman ang may kakayahang umawat don, all of them are bullheaded.

I've heard Jesusa's cursing inside my room. Gising na nga siya. Naiiling akong pumasok sa kuwarto.

The sight of her being squeezed up the headboard, messy hair, cheeks reddening, and naked under the blanket is what I found. She was stunning.

"I'm glad you're awake now." I quietly said.

Her eyes widened in shock upon seeing me. Nakanganga rin ang mamula-mula niyang mga labi.

Damn those lips. Bahagya pa iyong namamaga dahil hindi ko ito tinantanan magdamag. And her taste was still in my mouth. Fuck.

"A-anong ginawa mo?" She asked me, stuttering. "Anong ginawa mo?! Anong ginawa mo sa akin?!"

"I just did what I have to." I said matter of factly. Alam ko namang alam niya na ang nangyari. Surely she was feeling sore between her legs right now.

Nagsimulang mangilid ang mga luha niya habang nanlalaki ang mga mata na nakatingin sa akin.

Humakbang ako palapit sa kama, lalo naman siyang umusod sa headboard. I looked at the blood stain on the mattress. Parang gusto ko ulit mapailing. But nangunguna ang pride sa akin. I'm the first man in her life, hindi niya na maitatago sa akin iyon ngayon. And I want to be the last.

She pulled the blanket to fully cover her nudity and gave me a look that's full of disgust. Oh, this woman.

"You can be mad, it's your right, Jesusa." I said while looking at her tears. "But you can't now change the fact that you and I had sex last night."

"Ginahasa mo ako!"

"You can say that." Wala akong balak kontrahin siya.

Nagkibit-balikat ako. I let out a sigh. It's my fault anyway, but I'm not regretful about it.

"B-bakit?" Bumagsak ang mga luha sa kanyang pisngi. Nanginginig ang katawan niya.

"I just did what I have to." Sumampa ako sa kama at lumapit sa kanya. Lalo naman siyang umusod palayo.

At sa kakausod niya ay unti-unting bumababa ang kumot na takip sa kanyang hubad na katawan. 

Pareho kaming natigilan.

I could now almost see her nakedness— her pink-tipped breasts, het flat stomach and her—Goddamn it. How I wanted to pull her close and take her again. Muli siyang umurong na para bang sasaktan ko siya.

"Jesusa..." anas ko at hinawakan ang kanyang baba. "I'm not a child anymore, I hope you know that now."

Nang tumungo ako para halikan siya ay hindi siya nakagalaw. Pero wala akong maramdamang pagtutol mula sa kanya.

I started unbuckling my belt while looking at her. "I'm no longer your little brother, Jesusa." I want her to understand that.

Umiiling siya habang umiiyak ngunit hindi nagtangkang umiwas.

I grinned and pull her blanket. "From now on, I will be your lover."

I feasted on her nakedness for a minute before claiming her lips again. I ran my palms up her legs and touched her between thighs. She shivered.