Best Friends Brother

chapter 56- broken

I woke up feeling empty I didn't want to move at all it felt like me trying to make things better made things worst being apart from logan hurts seeing as when I needed someone I went to him not jake not anyone else him because I knew hed make me happy but it was turning into a nightmare

I got ready for the day and filmed a clip

hi your proberly like what is this a vlog it isn't I have lots of meeting today and I need to prepare some surprises there will be no vlog today so sorry guys I know I'm supposed to be a daily vlogger but not everything can be filmed and its hard to find bits to entertain you guys I know your that supportive and would be like something is better than nothing but this is one of those days where there really isn't nothing subscribe to my channel guys ill see you tomorrow

I uploaded that little clip it didn't need editing because it was like 57 seconds long and what much more could I do to it

I headed down the stairs it wasn't all lies I did have meeting but not today the only thing that wasn't a lie was I was working on a surprise its my new single called the way and ive been working on a dance I was in the love with the story line me and Tessa created so I was going to do another story line dance which I was looking forward to because dance has introduced something new to me something that I never new could make some feel this way life

not my life a life of someone else a different perspective on things and I plan on dancing much more I need to dance much more it brings out the better in me the better in everyone and everyone should deserve to dance

I grabbed a bagel and headed to the studio yesterday when I was filming my diss track I rented a studio that I can use when ever I want and a dance studio because I'm getting in with the music career at the minute

I arrived at the dance studio and started perfecting my dance I finished doing my dance and headed into the music studio all my singing was done and my dancing I headed back to the team 10 house

I arrived back at the team 10 house and jake came rushing out

jake: go round the back and sneak into my room

Ariana: why

jake: logans here to talk about the disstrack

Ariana: ok tell me when he leaves

I snuck round the back and climbed up to jakes room I heared jake telling logan that I wasn't going to be back for atleast 2 hours

logan: I don't mind waiting

I snuck on to the hallway they we all stood by the door

jake: guys can you leave me and logan alone for a minute

most of team 10 didn't know what was going on so they left to go into the garden

jake: logan shes hurt and you know that she wont be back for atleast 3 hours and I don't think shed want to see you

logan: yeah well I doubt I hurt her to much to make views from it

jake: what do you mean

logan: she made views from our situation by creating a diss track yeah its anonymous but if we don't make up and we tell our fans about us then its obvious who the diss track is about

jake: you know she didn't mean any harm

logan: neither did I do why should I forgive her for that if she cant forgive me

he had a really good point but I can delete that but he cant take back what he did

logan: I'm not looking for an argument jake I just need to see I wont mention the disstrack I wont mention anything I just need to make sure were on good terms

jake: I don't know logan

I stood up

Ariana: what do you want then Logan I made it pretty clear I didn't want to talk to you

Logan: you said she wasn't here

Ariana: and you didn't leave what do you want

Logan: to see you

Ariana: that's not why your here you don't care about me

Logan: Ariana I don't know how much of mine and jakes conversation

Ariana: I heated just enough that diss track can get taken down what can you do

Jake: I'm going to leave you to alone

Logan: if it hurt you that much why did you go to the studio

Ariana: because Dane and singing is an escape route for me

Logan: why not create a song or a dance

Ariana: I have and that's wasn't enough I'll take the diss track down but can you turn back time

Logan: Ari I promise you I didn't mean any harm

Ariana: don't call me Ari

Logan: fine Ariana

Ariana: I have nothing left to say to you leave

Logan: I'm not done

Ariana: I don't want to talk to you Logan

Logan: don't then listen

I'm on the 3rd step from the bottom Logan still stood by the door

Logan: Ariana you know I didn't mean any harm towards you and you don't mean harm with your diss track I know there different but what's saying we can forgive and love on you only live once and your going to be stuck in your room or me for that matter sulking

Ariana: you hurt me Logan I came to you when I was upset and you helped me but you knew I was upset over the wrong reason

Logan: I know and I should of told you the truth

Ariana: you could of Logan

Logan: I know Ariana please I love you

Ariana: I know Logan but leave

Logan: ok

Logan left I ran into my room and burst into tears and got changed then cried myself to sleep