Holdin On

Chapter Thirty

A virgin? Lauren sat up some as she just stared at Normani , trying to figure out if she was playing or not. Cause I know she lyin with all that shit she just pulled. She really couldn't believe it though. I mean the way Normani  was just so confident in herself, teases the hell out of her but getting her worked up faster than a lot of girls have in the past. "No fucking way" Normani  nodded. Lauren shakes her head, "There's no way you're a virgin. A virgin doesn't do the things that you just did" Normani  fights the smile,

"What things?"

"You know what things" Lauren says not wanting to say that Normani  had her cumming in a matter of a minute. Normani  runs her hands down Lauren's neck to her breasts, gently rubbing her thumbs over her nipples getting them hard. Lauren shakes her head, "Baby"

"When I say virgin"

"Technically" Lauren says, reminding Normani of exactly what she said. Normani  chuckles nodding her head,

"Technically a virgin." Lauren nods to let her know that she was with her. "It means I've never had" Normani  licks her lips, "Never had someone inside me" Lauren slows her breathing, "Now, I've had people go down on me and vice versa but I've never had someone" Normani  trails off while glancing away.

"Really?" Normani  nods, "But how?"

"I don't trust people like that." Lauren nods. So, that's why she says technically. "Look, I just... I just didn't want to freak you out." Normani  looks down as Lauren just stays quiet for a minute. Lauren has only been with one virgin which was her ex. Pretty sure she wasn't when we had sex though. She didn't really know of anyone besides Karrueche who has been with them and say they are buku clingy and to stay far away from them. She usually does, making it a mission to stay away from virgins. She didn't want a girl to suffocate her, hence why she was single. Well, before Normani . She knows that Normani  was getting anxious by the second with the way she kept messing with her lips and Lauren couldn't help but think it was cute and sexy. Fuck my life! Who was she trying to fool?  I'm damn sure the clingy one. Lauren shook her head, she should've known and it makes sense now that she thought about it. Her eyes stay on Normani 's face who was looking everywhere but her. "I just thought you should know before hand since I was giving it to you" Lauren started smiling, she knew she shouldn't. She should just end it now but Normani was more than willing to let her be her first. Wow. She was getting something so precious, so precious that no one will ever have. Her first. Then she thought about her first time and started frowning while thinking about it, not at all how she imagined it to be. She didn't want that for Normani  and she wasn't going to give that to Normani  either. No, Normani  deserved better. "I'm sorry I ruined the moment"

"You didn't" Lauren said getting Normani  to look at her, "But you deserve better than this" Normani  shook her head, "Yea, you deserve the flowers, candles, soft music and more"

"Beautiful" Normani  places a hand on her cheek, "I didn't tell you that so you can go and plan for it. I told you so that you wouldn't freak out."

"I'm not though" Lauren looks at her, "But now I'm gonna try my best to ruin you for any of the girls after me" Normani  raises her eyebrows, "Not like there will be though" Normani  rolled her eyes.

"You're gonna make me wait now, aren't you" Lauren smiled nodding her head, "Oh jode" (Fuck me) Normani  groans as Lauren kissed her lips. "really"

"Yep" Lauren smiles, "and you were talking all that shit about being the best" Normani  narrows her eyes and then nodded her before flipping Lauren over so that she was top.

"You really don't think I am" Lauren shakes her head as Normani slides her hand down to play with Lauren's breast.

"Nope and I'm gonna have to wait now" Normani  nods as she runs her nails down Lauren's abs. Lauren smiles, "but it's ok. It's gonna be worth it" Lauren pecks her lips but Normani  deepens it. Lauren cups her face while taking charge of the kiss. She feels Normani  slide her hand down to her hip and move a little to get more comfortable. Lauren runs her hands down to Normani 's back just tracing imaginary lines. Normani  smiles getting Lauren to as well, "I love you" Normani  narrows her eyes before they sparkle with mischief. Lauren looks at her with a slight confusion, "What evil plan are you coming up with?" Normani  shakes her head as she leans up pecking her lips,