Fucking Black Love (Marilyn Manson Fan-Fic)

The Medical Center

//Victoria's p.o.v.://

I woke up at 4 am. The last 2 weeks were the worst ever! I couldn't do anything with Brian or Jeordie. That was so horrible! The only message I could give them is a little sheet of paper with two sentences: 'It's not because of you... I am so sorry...'
And today I must go to this fucking medical center - for 4 weeks! I don't want to know what Brian thinks about me. I only hope he understands my message. But today I must go to school for 1 lesson I think (I know that's bullshit). I must confess... I am a bit scared because I have the feeling I've lost a very good friend and... I couldn't live with that if that was real. But we'll, I wait and then...I find a result. I wore a shirt (it looked like it was shredded) and a black leather trousers. My shoes were 'high-heals-like' (of course in black). Then I sat on my bed. I need a long cigarette... maybe with a bit weed. While that I wrote another something on another sheet of paper: 'I will explain you everthing in school...'

//Brian's p.o.v.://

I laid in my bed. I was thinking about Victoria. Why did she ignore me? Did I hurt her feelings anyway? I don't know what I did to her. She was different... She wasn't herself anymore. I don't know how I can do it but I must talk to her - never mind that I must coerce her. Or...like I apprehended she doesn't understand me. She is another person who think to understand me... But then it wouldn't make sense with this sheet she gave me. Or...her parents are the blame for that. Hmm... I must definitely talk to her.

*SKIPPING TIME*

I looked out of the window. I saw Victoria with a woman - but it wasn't her mother. Who is that? I never saw this woman before. Is it her older sister? No that can't be.... there is no similitude. I took the little sheet from her and again I red the sentences. What does that mean? Maybe the woman is the reason. But...why...? Okay now I must confess girls are complicated. I would never do what someone want from me. I do what I want. But well... I had the chance to go to Victoria. I ran outside. "Hey Victoria." I put my arm around her shoulder. But she said nothing. Strange... "She hasn't time for small talk guy, okay?" this woman is stupid. "I didn't talk to you, okay? So shut up." She is getting me on my nerves. Then Victoria put something in my pocket. "You don't know anything so go away!" This woman can lick my ass. I won't do anything for this bitch. "Come Victoria. You must go to school." she said. Victoria nod. She embraced me and whispered in my ear:"You'll find me in front of the school yard." Then she drove away. What the fucking hell was that?! I put out the little sheet Victoria gave me. 'I will explain you everything in school' she wrote. Okay...

I saw Victoria in front of the school yard. The woman wasn't there. "Come." she took my wrist and went with me in a bush. "So...Victoria why do you ignore me? Did I do anything to you? I..." She interrupted me:"Brian...I haven't so much time, okay? This woman is my shrink, y'know? Today I'll go to the medical center for 4 weeks. You can't call me, you can't visit me. Actually I shouldn't talk to you now. I don't want that either. I am forced to do that!" OMFG! That's horrible. "But why? Is it my fault?" I asked. "No it isn't.... I can't explain it to you, okay? So today...leave me alone please.... in 4 weeks I am the old Victoria you got to know, okay?" she went away. I was shocked. She is away for 4 weeks! And...I can't go to her?! That's horrible!! I went out of the bush and saw J'. "Ah Brian. Do you know now why Victoria so strange is?" he asked. "Yes...she wants that I am suppost to leave her alone and she'll go to the medical center for 4 weeks today." I was still shocked. I have the feeling it was my fault but I dom't know why. "What?! But...why? I mean she is quite normal and...." I interrupted J':"I don't want to talk about that anymore..."

*SKIPPING TIME*

//Victoria's p.o.v.://

We had five minutes break. I was outside and took a pull on my cigarette. I had the feeling I could cry. Why do I do that damn shit?! Why can't I go away and everybody leaves me alone? Then Stephanie came to me: "Fetch your bag. We must go." I nod. I went to the building. I saw Brian. Now I don't care what my shrink says I must embrace him. And I did it. "I thought I should leave you alone." he said. "In this moment not... I must leave now and I can't do that without saying 'goodbye' to you..." A tear felt down from my cheek. Brian crandled me:" I'll miss you." "I'll miss you too." He went with me to the class, I took my things and went away. That was so horrible. I want to stay with Brian. He is more than my best friend. Stephanie looked very strict. I can't understand how she can't show carring feelings. She was like a roboter. "Get in the car!" wtf?! She was like she had mood changes.

*SKIPPING TIME*

We were on the medical center. It was big and everywhere were doctors and nurses and psychos. But...I am not a psycho like that. I don't need to go to this medical center. I began to tremble. I don't want to go in it. And I don't need! Stephanie took my arm and pushed me in this building. I trembled more. She went with me in a room. There was a bed and a little bathroom. "That's your personal room. Tomorrow I am back." She went away. Okay... I think for this occasion I write a diary.