//Victoria's p.o.v.://
Brian became stranger and crazier. He wasn't the Brain I got to know. He wasn't the Brian I love. He was... Like a little monster. He had a cold heart. He was...so strict and hard and...he acted like I am his slave and he is my Emperor. That was not normal anymore. I'm worried about him I must confess. I shouldn't go outside, I only should stay with him... I definitely must find his diary. Maybe it has something to do with the 'Manson' thing. I don't like that. He is too much 'Manson' and too little 'Brian'. I must change that.
Today Brian was outside. He said he must buy something. That was my chance for finding his diary. I searched everywhere. At the beginning I didn't find it but then I stood in front of.... I call it our 'extreme sex room'. I went inside and looked in all furnishings. Then I found it in a drawer. I looked whether Brian came back. He didn't. Good. I sat on the desk and opened the book. There was many blood amd weird art. I continued searching for some 'letters' or 'songs'. I found weird art, self portraits but he looked like a king, then I found portraits of me...scary but cute. He drew me like a queen. With a red/black dress and I was very pretty. He wrote: My pretty and strong queen Victoria. I love her. Sweet. Then there was another picture. He and I were there. He kissed my hand:
And then...aha! Something that he wrote. It was lyrics:
Evidence
You have eyes that lead me on
And a body that shows me death
Your lips look like they were made
For something else, but they just suck my breath
I want your pain to taste why you're ashamed
And I know you're not just what you say to me
And I'm not the only moment you're made ofYou're so sudden and sweet on your legs, knockin' knees
Head's blown clean off, your mouth paid off
Fuck me till we know it's unsafe
And we'll paint over the evidenceWant you wanting me
Want what I see in your eyes
So give me something to be scared of
Don't give me something to satisfyYou're so sudden and sweet on your legs, knockin' knees
Head's blown clean off, your mouth paid off
Fuck me till we know it's unsafe
And we'll paint over the evidenceI want your pain to taste why you're ashamed
And I know you're not just what you say to me
And I'm not the only moment you're made ofYou're so sudden and sweet on your legs, knockin' knees
Head's blown clean off, your mouth paid off
Fuck me till we know it's unsafe
And we'll paint over the evidenceYou're so sudden and sweet on your legs, knockin' knees
Head's blown clean off, your mouth paid off
Fuck me till we know it's unsafe
And we'll paint over the evidence
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Fucking Black Love (Marilyn Manson Fan-Fic)
FanficPure Psycho-Love, pure pain. Many emotions and many feelings. Victoria Marsden is 17. She is from Cleveland and the only reason why she's in Canton now is a Christian School where she meets her future psycho boyfriend Brian Hugh Warner (19). The fi...