Ms. Executive Assistant
Avishi Raj Rajput
I woke up to the light rays in my room and groaned in annoyance closing my eyes back. Adjusting to the brightness, I moved trying to stretch my body but my arms and legs felt stiff. I sat up struggling for a while and rotated my stiff neck slowly. I could hear my bones popping and winced visibly. Brushing fingers through my hair I looked at the clock and my eyes widened.
It's one in the afternoon!
Why I am sleeping till now? What even happened last night? I recollected my thoughts and soon I remembered the events at club. It was fun and everything was going fantastic. Dancing with Avikam felt amazing and things turned hot pretty soon. We took a break and then it went all down when I started getting my chest pain.
My memories are foggy after the pain reached to maximum. I know Avikam brought me home and took care of me. He was definitely my side all night and I could still his feel his warmth. He had his arms around me while I slept clinging to him. I placed my palm on the bed where he slept and felt it cold. He must have left in the morning to go to Pari.
I walked out of my room slowly and noticed Jay sitting with Viraj. They are watching some movie but Jay had a faraway look. I don't have to ponder on it to understand he is worried about me. As if he sensed me, he turned towards me and stood up. He was in front of me in two strides and pulled me in his embrace. He placed a kiss on my horrible bed hair and looked at me pulling away.
'Do you want me to take to hospital?' he asked silently.
"I am fine," I said to him honestly but voice came out scratchily.
He nodded after staring at me few seconds and I could see relief in his eyes. My condition didn't take a worse turn yet.
"I am glad you are okay Di" I heard Viraj saying from behind him.
I smiled at him as widely as I can to assure him.
I walked past them to bathroom and took a long hot shower. While my muscles started relaxing my mind raced with few realizations.
I told Avikam it was migraine but he will ask questions as soon as we meet. He will not sit calm and will insist on visiting a doctor. I need to be prepared to convince him that there is nothing serious. I wasn't entirely conscious but I heard his voice. He was so tensed and concerned; I can't even imagine telling him actual truth about what happened or what might happen because of my heart condition.
What will he do if I told him?
I know he won't leave me. I had a chance at leaving him as Avi but now that he knows I am Avishi he will stick to my side. He will be in same misery as my family. Knowing I will die but not knowing when it will happen, smiling for the sake of me and hiding the pain inside. My family has no choice but Avikam shouldn't have to bear the agony of it.
I have been selfish, neglecting the result of letting Avikam close to me. I never should have let the attraction grow between us. Now I am going to hurt him either way.
I scoffed at myself.
I am weak and coward!
What was I thinking messing his emotions? When did I become so selfish that I ignored his pain that will come associated with me? I was careless acting as if I get to have someone to like me. He developed feelings for me because I was weak to his advances. I know he cares for me deeply, should I let him watch me getting more sick as the days pass by?
There will come a point when I will be physically too weak and will be confined to a hospital. Should I let him drown in that sadness?
What if he falls in love with me?
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