Royalty Embracing Billionaire

Chapter 11

Losing Control

Avikam Raichand

She is driving me insane.

Absolutely insane!

I always prided myself in having complete control on my emotions. My control never swayed and it made me cold and ruthless. That strength has been my path to achieve success, to be in a position that others can only dream. It helps me to keep my little angel safe and sound. People are terrified of me and my friends, some even wrote a blog on us with the title 'Evil and Rich.'

Now, I can't even think straight because of that woman. God! That amazing woman.

I am furious that I lose my ability to control myself around her.

And she?

She is so prim and proper.

She is always so calm and composed.

So calm that it pissed me off. The only woman to have such an effect on me didn't feel the same. I believed whatever tension we had during the first time we met was just a moment of weakness. Because after that all she had been was nothing but professional.

Whenever I try to get a reaction out of her she is so indifferent and always polite. So polite that I want to throw her on the desk and take her passionately to seek the real her. I want to see the wildness she hides, I want to hear her scream my name in pleasure and I want the fire in her eyes burn brightly with desire for me.

Instead she goes on catching attention of my friends without even trying. When I saw her in the arms of Kushal I saw red. I forgot he is my friend, I forgot my manners and I talked foolishly with my insides searing of jealousy. She wasn't a meek little thing to let me walk over her and she put me straight.

I notice every little thing about her like some invisible force is compelling me. The more I am around her the more I want her. It is no longer about her beauty that drew me to her, it is no longer her body that makes me crave for her and it is no longer just physical attraction which is terrifying.

Every single action she does in my presence grabs my attention. She makes this little squinty eyes to concentrate when we are in a meeting, she keeps tapping her pen on her nails without making noise while she waits for my instructions and she lets the hair tendrils that fall on her face untouched making me want to tuck them back.

She enters my office without waiting for my response like she owns it and I don't respond knowing it was her from the hallway camera just to watch her sashaying her way inside, she always sits crossing one leg over other in a straight posture like a royal highness, she takes one look at me and knows if I needed coffee or tea in that moment.

She doesn't take my crap and calls out when I am wrong. She gives me this smile with a fake polite answer whenever I try to show her I am the boss. God knows I fight within myself to not kiss her sarcastic mouth.

When Kushal left I couldn't help but tease her with the brownie. I had to know if I stir any emotions inside her but her reaction confused me to hell. Was she turned on or did she feel harassed? What if she assumed her boss is some sort of sick pervert?

The way I am acting around her is beyond my comprehension. I never crossed the line with my employees. When they try to flirt with me I blatantly ignore them. Now I reached to a point where I worry about what one woman thinks of me.

'She is not just any woman though, is she?' My subconscious mocked at me.

It isn't like I hadn't been with girls; I had been there and done that. I felt attraction on a basic level and I had few flings with them. I never dated anyone though and I am not to known to be ladies man either, unlike Kushal and Tarak. I had sex with girls who caught my attention and knew what to expect.