The Abandoned (currently on hold)

Chapter twenty three

Well, here is the full chapter. Enjoy. 

Chapter Twenty-three

 

“I love you, Jake.” Were the last words that came out of my mouth before Jake smashed his lips against mine. He pulled me up and wrapped my legs around his waist while peppering butterfly kisses against my neck. Our wolves wanted us to give in to each other, and that’s exactly what we were going to do.

Jake carried me over to the bed and laid me down gently. He held up his body over mine as he kissed me. My hands started roaming up and down his back until I finally couldn’t hold back and I started pulling his shirt up. I only got it half way up before he removed my hands from his shirt and took it off on his own. That’s no fun I thought to myself. He disrupted my thinking by smashing his lips against my shoulder and sending shivers down my spine. I hadn’t even realized that he had torn my shirt off and was throwing it aside.

I began to feel self-conscious. What if he doesn’t like my body? What If I’m not-“Stop” Jakes voice halted my thinking. “You are amazing and I love you. You’re everything I could ever wish for. Don’t worry about your body baby. It’s perfect. I wouldn’t change a thing about it.” He laid a gentle kiss on my nose. His words sounded sincere and truthful to me. I knew this is what I wanted; this was my future. HE was my future.

After a few seconds of silence, I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me. I looked him in the eyes for a brief second before carrying my lips up to his. We were wrapped up in each other again in no time. I could feel his arms getting under my body to reach the hook on my bra. His lips wandered down to my breast just as he unhooked my bra. He peppered butterfly kisses on them as he got the bra loose. I got chills as he began removing my bra and tossing aside.

I could feel my private throbbing, as the bulge in Jake’s pants grew bigger. At this moment, there is only two things keeping us from giving our wolves what they want; my shorts and his pants. Jake’s thoughts seemed to have synced with mine because he started unzipping my shorts and tugging on them to go down. By this point, the area between my legs was beginning to feel really humid. I was both excited and scared about what was going to happen next, but I knew Jake wouldn’t hurt me.

I had been so distracted about the humidity between my legs that I hadn’t noticed Jake was completely naked on top of me. He was pulling my underwear down, looking up at with me with eyes that said, “Please, help me”. I opened my legs a bit so he could get my panties off. Now we were both naked. His body felt nice against mine.

Jake brought his lips down on mine and I wrapped my hands in his hair and pulled him closer. His hands went down to my legs and he opened them back up again, getting them ready for his next action. I love you, was the last thought I heard in my head before I felt him thrusting inside me. My moan was muffled by his kisses.

My nails began digging into his back as the fire between us grew. It was getting incredibly hot. My body began to crack and I was starting to freak out. Something was happening. Jake saw the panic in my eyes and immediately stopped. I didn’t want him to stop. I wanted him to keep making love to me. Then the cracking got worse.

“Don’t worry, this is normal” Jake whispered in my ear.

Normal!? Are you crazy? I was beginning to feel pain with every crack. My bones were starting to change.

“You’re shifting, for the first time.”

What? No. I’m not ready! I screamed in my head. Then suddenly my sight turned blurry and the only thing I could do was scream to the top of my lungs. I heard my own screaming for about 5 seconds before someone’s lips had found mine. And by ‘someone’ I mean Jake’s. I closed my eyes and tried to relax.

A few more seconds passed and I didn’t feel Jake’s lips anymore. Instead I opened my eyes to find a wolf licking me. It was strangely beautiful. I had been afraid of dogs all of my life.

Dogs? Ouch. That’s offensive. You know, just because we look a bit like dogs, doesn’t necessarily mean that we are. Plus, can dogs shift into humans? Jake’s voice filled my head. So this was Jake’s wolf. He was amazing. He had a red-ish white fur color and his eyes were a gorgeous brown.  Now, now sweetie. You should stop looking at me and take a look at yourself. Your beautiful, gorgeous, breath-taking. There aren’t enough words to describe you.

 

Oh please, as if I look that good.I probably look like a chihuaha compared to you. I said playfully in my mind.

Again with the dog jokes huh? You know, you should really see yourself. He tilted his head to the right and I turned to see what was there. There was a mirror. I started walking towards it, trying to balance and coordinate my four legs. Wow, this was going to be hard getting used to. How can dogs do it?

Really babe?

 

Ok sorry, I’ll stop….Maybe. Jake chuckled at that.

So when I finally get to the mirror, I understand. My wolf was truly magnificent. She was a white furred wolf with gorgeous blue eyes. She was really breath-taking.

You know, white furred wolves are very rare. In fact there has only ever been two others besides you. It truly amazing how the universe decided to pair such a beautiful wolf like yours with such a common one like mines.

 

Oh, don’t be silly dog. I love you! I couldn’t have asked for a better mate. You’re flawless. I nuzzled my nose against his and then licked him. So what’s the difference between us and dogs? Cause from where I can see, we both lick our loved ones. He just chuckled and then licked me back. At this moment, I felt complete. I felt happy.

-----------------------------

Well great news! School is over in a 3 days!!!!!! YAY! so that means, more writing time! So stay tuned for more of this book. Thank you all!

~lilduckling13