~ Jungkook ~
I really hate Jin.
But it was okay for now... our audition for 'BigHit Entertainment' went well.
Bang Si Hyuk, the CEO, is quite notable. He worked for JYP at one point. I knew that already, J-Hope had been switched from JYP to this company a long time ago. Something about how he didn't suit the JYP style or whatever. Namjoon had been there for even longer... and Suga, more recently. I didn't know that Mr. Bang had won that many awards for his producing of songs.
The company is very small. But... I liked it. I would be very glad to sign the contract there.
The results came out in a few days. We'd be weighed against each other and the trainees that had already made it in. In dancing, I could be nearly sure that Hoseok was the top trainee. Rapping was a tough competition, it was a hip-hop oriented group Bang Si Hyuk was trying to form.
Singing. I had no idea.
Jin has a good voice. Squeaky... untrained... but good. And unique. He would make it in. The group would benefit lots from him.
As far as I know, I have an okay chance. I'm good at a lot of things.
I wouldn't dwell on it. Keep myself distanced from the thoughts connected to it. I'm beginning to get good at that.
The hyungs and I were hanging out in the apartment. Hoseok, Namjoon, and Yoongi told some stories about the crazy shit that's happened at the company.
I listened intently, that would be my new life. School and training and that's it.
No room for no one and nothing.
I shoved some potato chips into my mouth.
"Jungkook!" Taehyung called, "Can you pass me my backpack? I brought some drinks." Jimin and Jin looked at me. "Fuck off guys it's just Pepsi..." He grumbled.
I threw the bag over to Tae. "Here"
"Thank you Kookie..." he walked over to the little kitchen, and grabbed some plastic cups, poured some Pepsi in every glass, and passed them out.
Sometime in the next hour, a movie was turned on, Jimin fell asleep on my shoulder, and some plans to go to go hiking were finalized and confirmed by everyone except for Jimin... since he was asleep.
I was asleep soon too. Or sort of—
I was thinking. Did I really expect myself to sit in a desk for the rest of my life? In university, in work, as a CEO. Or would I rather be free from all of that?
Free to dance... free to sing... free to work my hardest on something l loved. I could be on the same stage as the people who'd inspired me my whole life... G-Dragon... IU... Tablo... I could be greater than them some day...
I would tell Appa. Whenever I see him next... I couldn't do it to myself, I couldn't chain myself down like that.
I will be on the stage soon. If not in BigHit, somewhere else. I wished for it... didn't I? I wished to be Jungkook... and nobody else. Jungkook is not a CEO. Jungkook could be a good CEO, but Jungkook doesn't want that.
