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"Well where shall I start?" "Start from the start I want to know everything", Julie giggle in her chair. "Well I and your mother meet in high school she was the new girl and I was the nerd. The guy no one looks at talks to and was not popular like my brother Jason. Jason had everything every girl wanted in a guy. He had the body of a model and still does. He was the captain of the football team and I was the slacker in the whole school I hate sport I mean I would always skip gym classes. Just to go to the library and read books. And your mother was the most beautiful girl in the whole school and she was dating my brother I mean they were like perfect for each other at first I thought nothing would ever make them break up or something but like I said Jason had the body of a model so every girl wanted him and he always took advantage of that. So one day your mother came and sat with me in and wanted to know more about my brother but knowing everyone in school they started making a big deal out of it. Like how she was not allowed to hang out with the not popular and especially not with nerds. It was so strange that she would talk to me even thought she was dating my brother from months but we never said a word to one another. Back then I was a very shy guy around girls I mean I went to boys school all my life and for once my parents decided it was better for me to go to a joint school since my brother was there and he could help me out. It was a strange thing talking to another woman except my mother I never really talk to girls so talking to your mother feels so weird I thought I was going to die and when She started talking to me I had this panic attack it was really bad I remember my brother taking me home because I just didn't wanna stay there and I told her to leave me and that I never want to see her again my brother said it was a little harsh but I couldn't help the way I felt I couldn't really breathe some guys said it was because she was so beautiful. The next day I came to school I went and apologise for saying such horrible things to her she said it was okay that my brother explain everything to her about, why I reacted the way I did and she totally understood she said if she was in my shoes she would have probably done same. From them on she would often come to my place to study or just talk so when she and my brother broke up she asked me out to go do something fun and from then on we would go out every weekend doing what teenagers do. I loved her but being the shy kid I was I didn't tell her and she didn't too because she thought I didn't feel same about her. So there was a day she came to my place in de middle of the night crying like a baby I mean I had never seen her like that not even when Jason  ended things with her. She looked so horrible she was freezing and dropping water. I didn't know why she would run 10 miles to my Place in the middle of the night why it was stormy outside it was cool, it was freezing but yet she ran to me I didn't know why me I mean I always thought she had feelings for me but I knew something was wrong. The way she was looking around crying and holding on to me like if I live depended on it. After more than three hours of crying she finally stop I was so worried I didn't even know what to do in that situation. I have never been in one like that so I did the first thing I thought will help. I went into the kitchen I made her a warm chocolate milk with some cookies holding her hand lead her to my room. The heater switched on so it was warm enough I filled the bath tub for her giving her some of my extra large T-shirts and left the room So she could take a warm bath. After taking the bath she came and sat down next to me on the bed telling me she didn't want to talk about what happened. And why she choose to run here instead of her best friend place but that there was something really important she needed to tell before anything else. She look me in the eyes and said, "Daniel I know we haven't known each other for that long, but it feels like we have...... it feels like we have known each other since we were kids or let's say in our pas life. It's so hard for me to say this because how do I know my first love is my soulmate or is it the second one that I don't know.  I don't know what to think anymore what I mean to say is how do I know that what I have was meant to be how do I know that maybe there is no other person out there for me but the guy I'm in love with right now. But I'm just like what if I tell him I love him and he doesn't feels  same about me what if he and I weren't meant to be but I would never know it I don't try right?" "Right". "So Daniel I Megan Calloway am in love with you even though I don't know how you feel about me." I toke her hand in mind I sat closer and kiss her the look her in then look in her  eyes and said, "I love her too even if I don't know if we are meant to be but we decided to try it out."