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Julie

"Okay, why don't we start from scratch? I'm Alex and I'm 25." "Tell me why are we doing this again" "Cause I want to know you better to be able to understand where all that anger you have is coming from." "Hahaha ah very funny so you are not doing this because my mother asked you then?" "Well sort of but I just want to know you better for myself." "Okay, I'm Julie just turned 18 a week ago." "So tell me, Julie, why do you hate your sister so much apart from the stilling your boyfriend part." "Well seem like someone has been observant well I guess you know I went to Miami to learn to become a better person which I can tell you weren't a total waste of time and it actually made me stronger and more daring and for me to stand up for myself. And not let another person fight my fights cause if they do they wouldn't be there to fight my wars. Well, what happened is Sara came home one night and was having sex with a guy on our dining table well I came down to see what all the noise was about and there she was with my so-called boyfriend. I got so upset we had a big fight shit like that I went to my room and cried myself to sleep. Well, when I came back downstairs in the morning to make something to eat my ex walk in on me. I got so mad and we both started shouting at each other well my parents woke up and came to see what all the commotion was about. If you didn't know my parents are every religion well they are even though the committee sine so mom asks who he was and before I could even say a word Sara spoke. Saying crap like omg mom that is Julie's boyfriend you can believe how loud she was last night when they were having sex. My mom and dad were so mad saying I didn't only disrespect them but also God and not only that I went as far as bringing a guy into their house. So for that, I was ship off in Miami. So tell me what do you see in my sister I mean you guys have been dating for what a month and you think you know her well enough to be getting married. Believe me, I don't mind I want her out of here as fast as possible trust me I don't wanna see her. So do me a favor and take her to your place as fast as possible." "Hahahaha well I know we have just been together for a month but trust me when you meet that one person you wanna spend the rest of your life with even if you have been dating for a day getting married doesn't change the way you feel." That is deep shit bro but as you can see I'm really tired can we talk about this tomorrow just came back from Miami today and trust me it been a really long day so please let me sleep." "Sure baby girl I will see you tomorrow." "I said I'm not you baby girl" as he kisses me on the head and left the room my face most be like a tomato right now covering my body I close my eyes and let the sleep take over me.

"No no, no stop some help me please help me, someone, anyone out there please he is going to hurt me please I'm begging you help. No no no no...... no no please stop this no no no... I screamed as my shot opened I was crying but not only that my whole family was in my room and Alex was holding me. "Hey hey calm down it was just a dream okay we are here now," he said as he kept on stroking my back. My mom took a seat next to me look at me with a sad smile and spoke. "Hey babe what happened what is the cause of all these nightmares?" "Hmm, mom I don't really wanna talk about it right now." "So when will you be ready to talk about it Julie since you left for Miami the house lady has called a thousand times saying you have been having these same nightmares over and over?" "Wait she told....you?" "Yes princess she told us" my dad answered. "So what is the matter what is going on babe girl?" I was trembling I felt like if Alex wasn't holding me I would have become jelly by now. "Mom dad I don't really wanna talk about it I don't want to remember what happened okay so please leave it." "Julie, what is wrong with you? You know the first rule in this house is to share your problems with us so we can help you overcome them. If we don't know what going on how do you expect us to help you out, baby girl?" "I said I don't wanna talk about it okay I think it's best if you guys live I would like to alone please" a tear ran down my cheek as I started crying all over again. My parents and sister left but Alex stayed as his hand tightened their hold on me. I lead my head against his chest and cried he just let me without any questions? After about half an hour I stop crying and look at him. "You shouldn't be here you should be with Sara." "I know but she said it was alright." "Okay but I'm fine now so you can go back to her I'm sure she misses you" I look at my shed I didn't want to be alone but I couldn't let my sister financé be the one to comfort me in my time of needs. I'm used to doing this on my own even if I don't want to be left alone I had to man up to it. It would be better this way he wouldn't have to ask too much if he stayed longer. Getting out of his hold I took the remote and put on the Tv going on Netflix and started looking then just stop on Alvin and the cheapest. Started it and lied down I look over at Alex to see him smiling at me. "Why are you smiling?" "I'm just glad you stop crying and knowing that if I leave you would be okay." "Alex I'm really happy you were here for me thanks very much I don't know how I can ever thank you well enough." "It's okay I mean you are Sara little sister that makes you mind too since we are together so we are family." "Thanks really." "Okay princess I'm gonna go to bed now you take care of yourself okay?" "I will". With that, he kisses my cheek and left the room. I turn my attention back to the children film I pick out I just need something to take my mind off what happened 3 years ago.