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"Hey" I heard someone say I was in bed and it was around 6 in the evening I stood up I was just in a short and a sport bra. I walk over to Alex and pulled him by the hand inside my room closing the door behind him. "What are you doing here are my parents home I mean I haven't been down stairs in hours." "No they are not I just came here to see you is that a bad thing." "No it's not",I could feel my face heating up as he step close to me are face were only inches away from one another I look away. I felt his lips on my neck he started kissing my neck going down I let out a moan I turn to look at him and said, "we shouldn't be doing this." "Why not hmm?" "Because you are in love with my sister and not me. And doing this feels like cheating." "Hmm let me see the last time I check she didn't care what I do and with whom I did it." "But Alex I don't want things to me more awkward between us than they are." "Okay I'm sorry I will stop but let me do this first". He send his hand inside my pants and started rubbing me. I let out a moan in pleasure he smiled and look me in the eyes, "you are already wet down here just by a few kisses". He kiss my lips and all my thoughts flow throw the window so I started kissing him back it was so intense and mind blowing I didn't see it coming he deepened the kiss by pulling me closer he pulled his hand out of my pants. He grab my ass and squeeze it I brought my legs up around his waist he held me in away I wouldn't fall. I let out a moan as he broke the kiss and started kissing my neck he started moving to my bed he laid me down. Kiss my neck and going down to my stomach I let out a moan as he continued kissing me. He came back and kiss me on my lips one more time I sat up sitting on my butt as are hands travel all over one another trying to pull each other as close as possible. I could feel my core burning. Thinking about how Alex would feel inside of me I suddenly feel the apex of my thighs beginning to dampen even more. The feeling is unfamiliar yet arousing at the same time. Alex kiss me deeper earning a moan from me, then bite on my lips causing me to moan harder.
He pulled away and looked me deep in the eyes " do you trust me princess?" My heart stop and started beating really hard against my chest I have never felt this way before and I don't know how to react to the way I feel. I swallowed the harsh lump in my throat I looked at him I couldn't speak yet so I pick up his hand and held it against my chest and said, "I trust you Alex I always have." He took my free hand in his and brought it to his chest to so I could feel his heart beat too. And boy was I happy that I wasn't the only one nervous. I was nervous but still excited and a little scared not knowing what to expect . He presses our lips together again giving me another long deep and hard kiss.

I heard his fingers fiddling with his belt and slowly unzip his pants. I pull away from him not bothering to think twice when I pull my shorts and underwear down my legs. The beating of my heart beat increasing with every passing second I pull my sport bra off and it ended up on the floor where the rest of my stuff where. I pushed myself back onto the bed as Alex rolled over me pressing his crotch roughly against mine as he trailed wet kisses along my neck. I could feel my self getting wetter by the second as his crotch press against me causing me to moan. There was this odd feeling I was feeling in the pit of my stomach but yet amazing. I felt as Alex started rubbing me in the place I aches for him most. He has figured me before but I have never felt this way in my hole life. "Okay baby I want you to relax okay.
". "Hmm okay...." "If you don't relax it might hurt okay so take a deep breath and relax". I did like I was told but I couldn't seem to completely relax my body. "Ready?" I nod taking deep breath to calm myself down but trust me it was hard to remained calm in the position I was in. With his eyes locked in mine he lowers down to press a hard but yet passionate kiss against my lips as he begins to push himself in me. I grip him harshly and squeal against his mouth in agony. I hiss at the barely familiar feeling of him inside of me it's something I clearly won't get use to. "Are you okay did I hurt you?" "I'm fine it just hurts a little". "Okay just try to relax I will wait on till you can no longer feel the pain before I start moving is that okay?" He slowly started moving I could still feel the pain but this time it was mix with pleasure and god was my mind running wild as he drove himself in and out of me. Moans were the only thing that could be heard in the room and me trying to adjust to how big he actually was. "Fuck....... Alex it feels so good...... omg please don't stop..... don't stop don't.......... stop........hmmmmm fuck I feel funny inside it weird I feel something inside of me and I don't know what this feeling is". "It's called pleasure baby it's when the pain gone and all you want to do is explode cause of the pleasure you feel deep down in the pit of your stomach. And you don't want me to stop that is what having sex is all about baby it takes you to a new brand world and I want to be the one to take you there. To make you forget what that I did to you a few years back to make you know what having sex is really like fuck". He brought his lips back on mind and kiss me like he has never before. The harder he kiss me the deeper he went I could feel him really deep in me and that is when he started moving fast and moaning out my name just as I did his. We were on the edge of are climax that it would only take a breath to push us all the way. He drove himself one more time all the way in me that when we both let are self employed. Laying his head on mind we just sat there looking at each other.