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Julie

"Hey mom have you seen Sara yet?" " Not really babe I don't feel like it I mean look at you! You could have been death for god sake I just can't forgive her for that. I know you think it's better if I forgive her and all but that's not going to happen. And even if it was it wouldn't be now it's too early. I have the right to be mad at her she knew this would happen if she tried to hurt you again. Dad and I can't always cover for her babe. She is a big girl now and even if we wanted to help her there is now way we could. Cause this is all in the hands of the FBI and trust me. I don't think Alex's Dad and so many others want her out of there. Not only for what she did to you but to them and their kids. At least Kyle get justice at last if you ask me and she had it coming and she knew it." " But mom...... you know what just forget it okay. All I actually want right now is to go home and hold my baby girl. I have miss her so much it's actually painful." " I know babe and I'm sure she has miss you too Alex said she sleeps way better than before." " hahaha do you have an idea of maybe when I would be allowed to go home. Cause sleeping in this little bed with Alex is really getting old. I love him and all but that doesn't mean I want to be so close up. I need my space and that is one thing he really isn't giving me right now." "So you do love Alex does he know you love him?" "Yeah he knows he was the first to confess his love to me and after that. I told him how I felt cause it sounded like most reasonable things to do at the moment. You might think it's too soon and all but it was also to soon to have kids too wasn't it?" " That's not what I was going to say I just thought he didn't know how you feel for him. I mean you guys have been together for what two months or less but still have a kid together. Almost had another kid and not only that your sister tried killing you. And he was there for you when we weren't and all that's why I ask." " I know mom I mean Alex has really help me out so much if I didn't love him then I most be blind. And not only that since he found out he was Angel's father. He has really help with her upbringing and I believe he would continue to if I was not here. But that wouldn't be anytime. Anyway mom I have a question." "Shoot." " Who is camellia mom?" I look at my mom her eyes were wide she look at me in shock. " How do you know about her Julie?" "Mom just tell me who she is I don't know her that well so yeah." " Well camellia is or was my twin sister we were best friends. She was just like you very beautiful with brown hair and big blue eyes. She also had leukaemia but that's not what killed her she died in a car accident. She didn't have any kids and we don't always talk about her. Cause it was already hard enough for mom to live with the fact that I reminded her of Cam. But still she was my sister my only friend and when she past life wasn't same. It became really quite at home and yeah."

Past********

"Megan Megan got damn it." "Sorry Danial my name is not Megan it's Camellia but you can call me Cam. I know me and Megan look alike but that's cause I'm her twin." " wow your her twin? I mean your Gorgeous and not only do you look like Megan. You look more like your mom I mean 20 or 30 years younger then." " it's okay I know Megan doesn't really like talking about me that much so I understand. You if you said you didn't know she had had twin let alone a sister." " that's not it I knew she had a sister not a twin and before you continue. She did tell me the reason you aren't coming to school and all." " Aah okay anyway I have to go now see you later."

"Megan Megan get your lazy ass up." " Sorry Cam but I can't seem to stay awake and shit......." I ran to the bathroom to empty my stomach. Coming back I got a wired look from Cam. "What's wrong Cam can you please stop looking at me like that please?" "OMG Megan you bitch when did you and Daniel have sex?" " What why would you even think we did that?" " because bitch you are obviously pregnant even a blind man wouldn't miss that." "Very funny Cam but I'm not pregnant I mean I'm still to young to be a mother." " well bitch it was also too early to have sex and you did it anyway didn't you?" I look away from her not wanting to let her know she had a point. Daniel and I haven't been dating for so long and here I was carrying his baby.

"Cam can you come down here I swear I'm going to kill you." " what's wrong little sister is there something I can help you with?" " How could you do this to me how could you tell Daniel I was pregnant when I wasn't ready yet." " Ooh that he just said you were acting weird and all how was I supposed to know you hadn't told him yet. God Megan I don't go to school with you and you told me the other day you were going to tell him
. So why didn't you tell him that you were carrying his child. Don't tell me your planing on aborting the baby." "No what no I just needed to figure out a way to say it and all. But since you already did that I guess I wouldn't have to anymore."

Ding dong ding dong I ran to the door to open it for Cam who was supposed to be home an hour ago. But it was a police officer who was standing there. "Are your parents home?" "Mom dad can you please come over here." After 5 minuets my parents where there the officers removed his hat and mom already started crying. " I'm very sorry ma'm but I just came to tell you that your daughter was cut in a car accident. We are sorry for your lost but could you go down to the station to addentifile her." Since that day mom completely changed she would sometimes call me Cam I understood her. I too miss Cam and I didn't have anyone to talk to after she left us. Coming home became like hell not having someone to talk to and all.

Present

So yeah that's how Camellia left us. She was everything I had growing up and when she past away. I had your sister Sara at first we were going to call her Cam. But Cam always said she loved the name Sara and if she was to have kids she would name them like that.